~DEJA VU AGAIN ~

Drowning

Even pov
I wake up in my bed remembering the memories from last night. The way Damon kissed every inch of me. The way he looked at me with his blue eyes fiery eyes looked down at me. My stomach doing backflips. Butterflies turning in my stomach. All I can think about is Damon Salvatore.
Knock knock
I jump and see Jeremy at the door
Eve:" Jeremy! Why would you scare me like that?" He laughs at me
Jeremy:" I'm sorry Eve, but I wanted to ask if you cab give me relationship advice."
I scoff
Eve:" me? No sorry Jeremy you have the wrong person. Go ask aunt Jenna"
He rolls his eyes at me
Jeremy:" are you serious you get anyone you want I need your flirting powers I'm going out "
I laugh at him and pat on my bed for him to sit next to me.
Eve:" ok listen up I'll only tell you this once. Bring flowers-" he quickly interrupts
Jer:"what type of flowers, I'm not sure what type of flower she likes."
I look at him confused
Eve:" um jer who's this girl your asking out?"
He looks at me and responds
Jer:"Bonnie"
I look at him and smile
Eve: I'm so happy for you, this is great because I know what flowers Bonnie likes" I say with a smirk he looks at me smiles
Jer:" well?"
Eve:"she likes a mix red roses with white and some pink flowers."
Jer:"ok what's the next step?"
Eve:" get her a necklace or a bracelet make sure it's pretty and not a cheap ugly thing. And where are you planning to take her?"
Jer:" mystic falls grill duhhh" he hits my arm we both laugh
Eve:" make sure to smile always and tell her she looks gorgeous open the car door for her. And be yourself. Your  awesome lil brother"
He gives me a tight hug. As I return it.
I get dressed for the day and put on a red turtleneck and black skirt with long black socks black long boots. I curl my hair and put on my daily makeup and this time I do a smoky eye look.
I grab my bag and leave for school. As I'm about to leave the house I see a blue car that pulls up in me. It's Damon my stomach turns into knots as I walk by his car. He follows behind me and rolls down his window.
Damon:"get in I'll give you a ride"
Eve:" I'm okay. Thanks Damon" I say walking faster.
He stops the car and gets out and vamp speeds to me while I'm on the sidewalk.
Damon:"get in the car."
Eve:" I said no Damon I don't want to enter the car with you"
Damon:" why not? Huh is it because of last night? I'm sorry if I did anything wrong"
Eve:" it's not that Damon it's that, you did everything right."
Damon:"and what not good enough for you ?"
Eve:"it's is enough it's just I never had anyone treating me this well. I'm scared that I'll never be able to be treated like this again because of my past mistakes and my past experiences with people. I'm sorry. I'm just scared and scared of myself and what I'll do if I loose you. You're my best friend and I love you  so deeply. I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you  but I know that you are very upset about this but I'm just trying to help myself out with my anxiety and stress and it's hard to deal with this right away-" I said before Damon interrupted me
Damon:"ok you can stop blaming yourself and stop rambling about this. I love you too"  he closed the gap between us by inches.
Damon:"c'mon I'll take you to school."
I give him a kiss as he drops me off .
Eve:"well I'll see you later babe"
Damon:"goodbye baby"