When a woman with a dark, secretive past, falls in love, with not one, not two, but three Formula 1 drivers. But the only question is, who will she choose
OC (Jules Bianchi's "daughter," and Former racer) X Max Verstappen, Lewis Hamilton, and Charle...
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I flip the page, another song. This song never got a title name, and no one besides myself has heard the full version. Anytime I would write a song, I would sing it for Lacy. However, Lacy never got through the whole song without breaking down in tears. This song was hard for her to hear because she knew its meaning.
(The song is by Olivia Rodrigo, from the Guts album!!)
I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May. One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
Trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
My undying love, now I hold it like a grudge And I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough
And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine But you know I can't let it go I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong
The arguments that I have won against you in my head In the shower, in the car and in the mirror before bed Yeah, I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty And I fantasize about a time you're a little fuckin' sorry
And I try to understand why you would do this all to me You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy
And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people And we both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal
And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine But you know I can't let it go I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong Ooh, do you think I deserved it all? Ooh, your flowers filled with vitriol You built me up to watch me fall You have everything and you still want more
I try to be tough, I try to be mean But even after all this, you're still everything to me And I know you don't care, I guess that that's fine But you know I can't let it go
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
It takes strength to forgive, but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
