Isekaied Into The Beast World! (On Hold)

Chapter: 8, Getting A Pursuer!

Rudra's POV:

"Why am I born a feral? Why don't I belong anywhere? Why did my own mother want to kill me? Why Beast Goddess? Why? I never hurt anyone! I never tried to kidnap a female! Then, why? Aren't you the one who created all of us? Are not you our mother? Isn't the Beast Goddess a feral's mother as well? Then, why do you discriminate among your own creations? Am I not your child like the others? Why did you create us ferals, then? It hurts! It hurts! Nobody wants me! Why am I just a nuisance in everyone's lives? Don't I deserve love and care? I know that a female can never love me but can't I even be by a female's side? Let alone a female, whoever sees me just wants to kill me! I am tired, I tried but I can't anymore! Too tired to continue, maybe death is the only solution to my problems! I hate to admit but I have lost! I can't continue to live in this nightmare! Nobody has been able to kill me! Looks like I have to do the job myself!", I blurt out all the emotions I felt at the moment. With that I jumped from the top of the cliff letting myself fall freely on the ground in the most brutal way possible, hoping to finally be free. As my eyes began to close slowly, I smelled something sweet and intoxicating.

"Is a female is coming this way? Hmmp, leave it as she'll probably scream and run away after seeing me.", saying that I finally passed out.

"Female, am I hallucinating?", I ask myself, looking at the gorgeous female sitting infront of me. She has long curly hair tied on top of her head in two buns, a few strands falling out and sculpting her face. She is smiling innocently at me. Does she not think that I looked disgusting??? Is she the Beast Goddess herself??? Am I dead??? She looks and smells ethereal. I try to get up to take a better look at her.

"Hey don't move much, it'll else hurt!", the female exclaims and that's when I see that I am injured. The female is acting as if the injury is lethal but it won't even be able to leave a scar. That's when I notice her blue eyes. They are as deep as the ocean, making me want to drown in them. She doesn't match the description of the Beast Goddess but who else could be that beautiful??? Is she the long awaited Saintess that had descended from the Godly realms???

"Are you a healer? Did you save me?", I ask her looking at the leather pouch beside her which is full of herbal medicine. She has patched up my wounds. She is no ordinary female. No healer can treat such a wound so easily, let alone a female. She has unknowingly used divine power to heal me. She has divine protection as well and no one could possibly harm her.

"Yes, I am. What happened to you? Did you fall from the top of the cliff? O, poor boy!",she exclaims, bringing me back from my thoughts. Let me focus on her first and then I can think about her origins.

"Why did you bother to save me? Don't you find me disgusting?", I question her, a sense of vulnerability and insecurity lingering in my voice. No matter who she may be but I am still a feral.

"No! It's a healer's duty to save. There's nothing disgusting about you. Who are spouting such nonsense?",
she asks, her voice reflecting a bit of rage. I don't quite understand what she is trying to say.

"Eleanor Defrons." she says, confusing me again.

"Huh! What!", I exclaim a bit shocked.

"It's my name, my mate told me it's beautiful. What's your name?" Eleanor asks me and that's when I notice the mark near her heart. She really loves her mate and is even smiling while thinking about him. He must be really lucky.

"Oh, mate! My name is Rudra and your name is truly beautiful.", I say and see a pink tint covering Eleanor's cheeks. Did I make her blush? No, that can't be.