The journey

Chapter 27

Chapter 27;

"Are you ready?" Johnson asks me before we walk out on stage

"Hello everybody" Nash smiles as the crowd cheers

"So today were going to start MagCon with a Q&A its been awhile since we started with one of these" Nash laughs

"So first question is to Zoey" he smiles handing me the phone as I read the question to everyone.

"@TheZoeyJones
Are you and Shawn dating? 😱😏" I read

I sigh "no we're not and I don't think we will ever" I say without hesitation

"Next question goes to Hayes" I say handing him the phone

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"Now welcome to the stage Zoey Jones" Jack J smiles

I grab the gutair and walk on stage, I sit down and start to introduce my self.

"Hey guys it's Zoey and I'm gonna be singing Amnesia by 5 Seconds of Summer" I smile as I start to play the gutair

Amnesia

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted, thought about are last kiss how it felt the way you tasted and even though your friends tell me your doing fine if what we had was real how could you be fine? Cause I'm not fine at all

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All the things he has said to me glide through my mind as sing, I get to the middle of the song when I have to stop in forgetting the words and to many things are going through my mind.

"I'm sorry I cant" I say stopping and running off stage

"I'm sorry Bart I'll be at the hotel" I say handing the gutair to someone and running outside to the car, I ask the driver to drop me off at the hotel and he obeys.

I get to the hotel and when I reach my room I lose it, why am I taking this so hard? What's wrong with me? He was the first guy that actually showed some kind of interest in me and said he cared about me! I actually cared for him back I really liked him and he well he does this!

What's wrong with me? I sit on my bed and just sit there thinking, crying and shaking. Twenty minutes pass and someone bangs on the door "Zoey please open up" it's Shawn I can tell

"Go a-away" I whisper knowing he can't hear me

Soon I hear Jack J start to talk followed by Shawn and next thing you know it sounds like their fighting, oh great look Zoey you made two people fight great going!

I hear more people shouting and my shaking gets worse, it's getting harder to breathe and the walls are closing in on me.

My bearing hitches and it's still hard to breathe, I hear Mahogany but that's all I hear when I can't hear anything else it's like my ears just stopped working. I'm just sitting on a bed shaking, can barley breathe and the walls are closing in on me. I see the door burst open and people running over to me, my vision goes blurry and I feel someone hugging me trying to calm me down.

I hear some light noises like I can hear what's going on but not very clear. "Zoey it's okay" Someone says

"Guys she needs space" another person says

"Your okay it's gonna be fine"

Soon my breathing goes back to normal and everything else but I'm still shaking, I see Jack J holding my arm and looking at me like I have 3 heads.

"I'm sorry guys" I say

"Oh my gosh Zoey don't be sorry" Mahogany says calming down

"I haven't had one of those is forever" I confess

"It's okay I used to have panic attacks when I was littler too" Johnson says hugging me again

"Thank you guys and I'm fort I ran out of there" I say

"It's fine really" Taylor says

"No it's not I keep messing everything up" I state

"No you haven't it's actually been better since you came" Matt says throwing my bear at my face

I grab it and hug it tight as my phone goes off,

"Hello?" I say

"Zoey how dare you join that thing when I said no!" I head Robs voice

"Mom said i could"

"Well I said no!" He yells

"This is my dream Rob!" I say

"When I find out where you are im coming to get you and bring you home and you are grounded for life missy" he yells

"Your not my real dad therefore you can't tell me what to do" I spit hanging up the phone

"Who was that?" Johnson asks

"My step dad he wants me to come home" I frown