Hopeless Love (demi lovato lesbian fanfic)

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Demi's pov

Darkness surrounded me as I wandered around. I felt like it was hours till I finally saw I light, or no two light. Both were in front of me. One was more to the right and the other one was more to the left. I automatically walked to the left but how closer I came, the more I realized that there was stuff in both light. Or should I say stuff and persons? On the right light there was Eva. She waved for me to come and I wanted to run towards her light but as I looked the left there was bottles of booze and also drugs. My heart ached knowing that I should make a decision, otherwise I'd stayed in the darkness forever. My hands became sweaty and my heart was pounding heavy in my chest. I had to make a decision right now. And I did. I carefully stepped to the left.

Beeep beeep beeeep beeep

I try to open my eyes as the beeping is highly annoying me. I try to open my eyes and I some brown hair strings laying on my tummy. I immediately recognize those cruls as Eva's hair.

"Eva?"I was shocked at how hard it was for me to talk. My throat was dry and I talked really low. "Eva?" I said again and this time it sounded better, making her head shot up immediately.

"Demi?" Her smile grows as she places a soft kiss on my fore-head. "damn you scared me baby"

"What happened?"

"Well a few nights ago ,four to be exactly, I met up with my brother David. We went to your boss or as I should say former boss, remember?" Eva asks.

"Yeah yeah I remember that I was walking home alone and it was dark and suddenly I heard footsteps around me. When I turned around there was a men poiting a gun at me. But I heard more footsteps, they were yours and your brothers but before you guys could reach me the gun already went off. I couldnt see who it was but it must be Rafael right? He must have been that mad the I quitted stripping." I swallowed hard as it hurt to remember the events from a few nights ago.

"Yes Demi thats exactly what happened. But it wasnt Rafael who hurt you, he head an alibi which the police already checked but Demi I think my father has something to do with it."

"Your father?" I asked suprised "Why do you think that?"

"David" Eva says reffering to her twin brother "He told me that my dad saw us on the news. He knows you're my girlfriend and he hired someone to kill you. Peter, a very dangerous men. I already told the police and they are investigating it." Suddenly she starts crying "I'm so sorry Demi, that you have to be involved in this family drama."

"Shh it's okay" I try to comfort her.

Eva rubs her hands over her face "Thank God he only hit you in your stomach. I love you Demi and I dont know what I'd do without you, I just cant imagine a world without you." She places her head on my shoulder as she lays herself down on my hospital bed.

"I love you too." I tell her as I kiss the side of her head but guilt suddenly overwhelms me as I remember my dream. I didnt choose Eva, I chose alcohol an drugs above her and I will always do that, though I promised her I wont use anymore. Whenever I need to make I decision I will choose drugs and alcohol above everything and everyone, even above Eva.

"Demi?" Eva's voice sounds unsure.

"Yes babe?" I answer.

"Why are you crying?"

I sigh deep. Telling her the truth Was absolutely no option. So I let a lie slip of my tongue. "I was just thinking about the future. You know I have to go to LA soon ,when Im fully recovered from this injury, to talk to my record label and go into the studio to record songs. Though Im really excited for it, I will miss you. I wont see you every day till you will finish your internship and get your degree. I dont know I just dont know what to do without you." The lie was easily made because a part of it was true. I will miss Eva a lot but on the other side I will be free to do drink and get high without her controlling me. Oh damn it. I should stop thinking like this. I love Eva more than life its just my stupid addictive mind, and Im not ready to give my addictions up just yet.

"I know baby" Eva looks up to me "I will miss you too. A lot. But its just for a few months, okay? I will graduate in three months and then I move in with you in LA and try to get a job there. I the mean time we will try to visit each other as much as possible. Its okay, our love will get US through this"

Little did she know that our love was exactly the reason why we would go through some rough times soon.

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