Hopeless Love (demi lovato lesbian fanfic)

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Eva's pov

"Good morning" I felt someone kiss my temple and smiled, knowing it was Demi.

"Good morning" I answered with my sultry morning voice before I turned around and kissed Demi's lips. "It's great waking up next to you again"

"Mhm same. But we should get out of bed. It's a long day. Did I already tell you about the show I'm doing tonight?"

"No?"

"I got a show in LA tonight. Just a few blocks away from my apartment actually ,you know just to promote my album."

"Oh okay" I responded, wondering why she would ever plan a show on the day we were supposed to have our talk. I felt like she was walking away from it. Like she was scared for it and that made me scared.

"You should totally come" Demi said as she was stepping out of bed, ready to take a shower. She grabbed a towel and looked at me for a while before getting into the bathroom. I know she was looking at me because she wanted me to hop into the shower with her, but I just couldn't. My previous thoughts had killed my mood. Demi definitely wasn't looking forward to our talk which ,I think, meant she wasn't doing well and I had to make her choose between me and rehab and I for sure wasn't ready to let her.

I got out of bed and hopped in the shower after Demi was done. Once I was also done and putted on my clothes, I walked to kitchen and what I saw warmed my heart. Demi's back was facing me and was putting selfmade pancakes on two plates with bananas and strawberry. Considering she didn't like breakfast at all made it even sweeter.

"I remember our first time together told me you didn't like breakfast" I said, catching Demi's attention.

She turned around and smiled. "But I know you love breakfast along with your morning coffee more than anything"

"True" we sat down at the kitchen table and ate breakfast while we reminisce.

"I remember when you showed up in the stripclub you immediately caught me eye and I was attracked to you as soon as I saw you. You were the first person in like five years who had sex with me without paying for it" Demi confessed.

"Yeah I remember. That night... I was so lost and I thought I would regret going into that club but in the end I didn't. I loved how we immediately connected. We shared very personal things the first time we met." I complement.

"Mhm" Demi seems to be in another state of mind "Just like our first date. You skipped class because of me and we met up at the park. I think it was the most amazing day I have ever experienced. But for you... you were abondend by your family because of that date."

"But I got you instead." I say it but my heart ached, knowing that I might lose her today.

"Yeah..." Demi takes a sip of her coffee "I honestly don't know where In would be without you. Because of you I gave up my life as a stripper and I got my music ,my biggest passion, now. But most important was christmas morning when I reconnected with me family because you convinced me too."

"I love you Demi" I blurted out. I was scared that this was the last time I was able to say this because I could feel the tension between u as, meaning our talk was coming up soon.

"I love you too, Eva. If soulmates really exist you're be mine."

I nod in agreement. She would be mine too.

"Eva?"

"Hm?" I look up at Demi while chewing on a slice of my pancake.

"I'm not doing well"