Hopeless Love (demi lovato lesbian fanfic)

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Demi's pov

I couldn't hold myself back anymore when I saw Eva standing in front of me. I pressed my lips against hers and pulled her inside, not breaking our kiss. I pressed er against the door and her tongue was begging for entrance, which I gladly accepted.

"I missed you" Eva breathed in my ear after we broke apart.

"You too" I looked into her eyes and suddenly felt guilty. We have obviously missed each other but meanwhile I slept with an other woman and drank the bad feeling I had about it away.

"You know" Eva walked up to my couch and sat down "I don't wanna talk yet."

I smiled and sat down next to her "That's fine by me. I know something else to do, you know"

"What?" She asked with a smirk, already knowing what I meant.

"This" I smashed my lips against her and we made out. I eventually sat down on her lap and kept kissing her until she was laying down at the couch and I was on top of her. Her hands travelled down my body while I was undoing myself from clothes.

"I missed being so close to you" She whispers in my ear as I kiss my way down her neck.

"Not as much as I missed it" I said while pulling her shirt over her head and freeing her from her bra. After I left a trail of hickeys around her neck, I went lower on her body. I kissed her everywhere I could, stopping by her boobs. I looked in Eva's eyes before attacking the boobs I had missed for so long. I kissed and nibbled them carefully until I felt like going really down. Eva already threw jeans of and I felt her underwear was wet as I made my way down to her sweet spot.

"Oooh Demi" Eva yells in pleasure as my lips touched her pussy. I put two fingers inside her after my mouth is done. Eva moans loud, turning me on even more. I move my fingers in and out of her but after a few minutes I can't hold her back anymore as she's going to come. We both collapse on the couch after that, totally out of breathe.

"That was amazing, babe" Eva says after we both have our breathe back.

"Mhm" I lay my head down on my shoulder, wishing this moment could last forever.

"We should really talk, you know" Eva says while she places a kiss on my fore-head.

"Can't we just till tomorrow? We can talk right after breakfast but let's just have a fun night. Just the two of us. We can go out for dinner or order some take out and just enjoy each oter company" I suggested.

"I think we should do that."

Eva and I agreed on ordering some Chinese food. Eva prepared the livingroom by making some pillow seats in front of the fireplace while I went to kitchen to get plates and cutlery. But I didn't go back to the livingroom before taking some sips of a hidden Vodka bottle. I put it back in its place right before the doorbell is ringing.

"Are you getting the food or should I?"Eva appears at the entrance of the kitchen.

"You" I say "So I can bring the plates to the livingroom"

We stayed in front of the fireplace after we ate our food and talked about the things we both have been up to the past two months. I actually learnt that she graduated and the hospital she had her internship yet offered her job but she didn't take it yet because it was back in Texas and she wanted to wait for our talk, which I found very sweet. I talked about dropping my album and why I didn't wait for her to be there with me. Basically I told her everything about the past two months except for the thing that matters the most: the fact that I slept with another woman and that my substance abuse has gotten even worse. I know I should tell her that eventually, but I rather wait for tomorrow so we could have a great night.

Eva's pov

"You're album was really great. I literally loved every single song of it." I tell Demi and she smiles at me as she suddenly walks towards the stereo.

"What are you doing?" I asked confused.

"Dance with me" Demi said while holding out her hand.

"Dance?" I hesitated a little before I decided to grab her hand. She put on her song, called 'yes'.

She embraced me, naturally taking the lead as her arms pulled into me. I felt the flaming heat engulf every ounce of my being, my eyes looking down at where our bodies connected. I wanted to say something, but instead I just enjoyed the moment. I enjoyed being in Demi's arms and feeling her body as she leads me through the living room. We looked in each others eyes almost the entire song. I finally felt the love connection we have, the one I have missed so much over the past two months.

"I love you" Demi pulled me even closer after the song ended.

I kissed her lips before telling her I loved her too.

After the dance we shared we sat in front of the fireplace again and just talked. We chatted about random things, which ended up in some serious conversations. We also shared our love and just sat in silence, admiring each other.

"You know what I want?" I ask Demi " I wanna go to bed and fall asleep with you"

"Huh?" Demi responded a bit confused.

"I just want to fall asleep in your arms again. I want to feel close to you and feel safe because that's what I have missed most."

"Okay" Demi smiled "let's go then"

We both went to the bathroom to get ready for bed. We fell asleep just as I wanted too. Demi's arms were around me and I snuggled into her chest. I felt safe.

But I didn't feel safe for long because next day would be absolute hell for both me and Demi.

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Thought I'd give you a chapter like this before shit is about to go down.

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