Focus, Vivianne Meidema.

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Someone said they wanted another one with her, so here it is.

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Y/ns pov.

Anyone who knows me knows I can't focus for shit expecially if what I need to focus on isn't interesting. Which is most things.

For the past few days, I haven't been able to focus on anything else but ww2. See, when I get like this, there is no stopping me from continuously watching documentaries and movies about whatever I'm focused on. I think it's starting to annoy my girlfriend Viv, but I can't stop myself.

She keeps trying to get me to focus on other things, but I physically can't.

Some of the arsenal girls are around mine and Viv's house for dinner, and I'm trying to read a book I found in my stuff about bomber planes. I think I bought it when I was a teenager, but I never read it because I'm terrible at reading.

They are all having a nice conversation, and I find a word that doesn't look real.

'That's bullshit. There's no way that's a real word.' I throw the book on the floor.

'You good over there, mate.' Alessia asks as a few of the girls chuckle.

'Do I look like I'm alright?' I ask. 'I can't read this sodding book and I want to know about planes, but I can't because there are too many big words.'

'What are you even reading a book for? You hate books.' Katie says.

'It's her new thing, the only thing she can focus on.' Viv tells them, sounding slightly annoyed.

I do feel bad. My brain just works differently, and I have to focus on something for as long as possible before I lose interest again.

I decide to go and clear my head by walking to the shops.

'Yeah, I'm going to the shop, I'll be back in a minute.' I stand up and start walking out the room.

'Wow, she's doing something that doesn't include watching a documentary, who would have thought it.' I hear Viv whisper under her breath.

I look down and leave. What a twat, I've upset her now. Every fucking time why can't I be normal.

I walk to the shop thinking about how I can make it up to my girlfriend.

Flowers.

I don't like Flowers, but Viv loves em so that should work.

I walk into the shop and pick up some roses.

(Idk any other flowers)

I also get myself a few 50p energy drinks, even though I'm sort of not allowed them, but I might aswell take my chance mabe they will let me cause I got Viv some flowers.

As I walk back, I start to get anxious. What if she doesn't like the flowers? What if she still hates me? What if everyone hates me?

Ok, maybe that's a bit far.

I get back home and walk into the living room, flowers behind my back and drinks in a bag.

'What's in the bag y/n?' Steph asks sternly. I swear she thinks she's my mum or sommat.

'Nothing important, anyway I have something for someone.' I smirk.

'Ooh, is it for meee.' Katie asks excitedly.

I look at her confused.

'No, of course, it's not for you, mate, read the room.' I chuckle.

I walk over to my girlfriend and take the flowers from behind back.

'Sorry about being annoying these past few days, I can't really help it. I wish I could. My brain just works differently.' I tell her, handing her the flowers.

A few of the girls aww at me, which makes me flip them off.

'Thanks, love. I'm sorry to, for being rude, I know your brain is different. I shouldn't have said the things I did. It's cute when you're focused on things.' She smiles softly at me.

'Really?' I look at her.

'Yes, but, hand me the bag.' She tells me with a stern look on her face.

'Fuck.' I huff out and hand it to her.

She tips my stuff into the floor.

Everyone looks at me disappointed.

'Oh, come on, just for tonight, please.' I ask innocently.

'You can have one.' Viv says.

'Yes, get in.' They all laugh at me.

'Can we watch scarface, please?' I ask my girlfriend.

She looks confused.

'You don't want to watch a war film?' She replies.

'Nahh, I'm kinda bored of war stuff now, I've been focused on it for three whole days.' I dramatically tell her.

She chuckles.

'Yes, we can watch scarface.'

We end up just ordering food and all watching scarface together, me and katie constantly quoting it the whole way through as we have both watched it so many times.

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I feel like my parts are getting shorter. Does anyone have any plot ideas because I've got a bunch of requests for players, but idk what to write if you know what I mean.

Mase. :)

















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