Healed

A lesson learnt

Uno still deh ya or uno gone mek me know....
So me a watch the 69 ano, see muma ease up and get up swear think dem ago include me.....too likkle bit and nuff caz no ..me just turn the dj me put  on kash promise move magic and muma did perform her magic tricks. Mi say muma slide up and down pon the hood to the rhythm and such man just a moan but wah get me know a when good boy say see why me cah stop fuck you....i was instantly sober. Liquor left the room, weed gummies vanish away like what? Uno read wah me say...good boy say him cah stop fuck r.....tears start run like me and Queenie and sister but me still a watch caz why me invite me mate inna bed. Muma start go fast and ole on pon r ankle and such man pull back her hair and slap up the ass, bear in mind me suppose to get fuck too ano no figet that .....such man put muma pon a backaz and start slow whine and then pull out and start fuck hard only fi hear muma bawl memba me pregnant fi u so no hurt the baby. Hospital me wake up inna ppl , I fainted, knocked out , heart weak , legs weak ,please send help.
Imagine waking up inna hospital with drip all over and the devil in front a you. All I could feel was rage and anger towards this nonsense of a man . The flash back of the words that my best friend said hit me like a somebody tek a 2x4 a lick me inna me head , start feel back dizzy. Deep breath Azaera deep breaths , yes that my name never get fi tell uno caz me did too busy with me memories so no feel no way a so me forgetful sometimes. Looking into his eye fi likkle regrets none ...not one once a sympathy inna the man eye, voice or face, breeds not even business bout me hurt.  Cah blame nobody but me self caz a me invite r inna me bed. So pressure gone up, nurse run in and start ask question and me just lay down like a piece a sponge ago in and out a earth like me a play peekaboo before me strong up inna life and tek wah a dish out to me ....deh ya a act weak infront a me enemy..wake up back just in time fi hear the nurse me loose wah d baby and the belly a did 2 months. Watch faint again bwoy me can faint like me a practice fi dead .

Why me a hear voices and me sleep alone ? Why me arm feel so heavy and painful? Me nah no water by my bedside I feel thirsty, throat dry bad . Start move me hands around caz me no wah open me eyes and me cah go back go sleep. Ouch!!! Weh me get iron from by me bed side and king size bed inna me yaad. Den a kidnap somebody kidnap outta me yaad, inna me sleep ? But me no do nobody nth, me cah dead so ano I swear , Father God as I come before you I lay down all a me sins wah me do , sorry me mek cocky draw me weh from you, cover me and guide and protect me amen . Let me open my eyes caz if a dirt a dirt and God gots me . Somebody can explain this bright light inna me eye like dem wah gyallie fi no see back but wait weh me deh? Memories start rush back like you diarrhea you ketch, me start look round fi a nurse or someone, look to the left bed empty tun round to the right me ex , me ex best friend and me parents praying and the nurse a look pon me. Uno come explain what the two first ppl a do ya suh .  The nurse acknowledge me "miss Wazers I am sorry to inform you that you lost your child and you suffer a major blood lost and you are going to need to food that bring up your blood count because you are anemic"
Right now me not even care bout nth , how me lost and child and him have someone else a bring one look at God working caz him know me wudda be a single madda, turn to me mother tell r me want water and mek everybody leave