Healed

Please

While Alexa play music me gentle suck the tip of the dildo and me ready fi swallow everything think a next gyal a tek this ya one . Me mouth start spring water the more me suck him in . Me start bob me head fast and slow, suck in me jaw caz him nah lef, turn on the rabbit and put it in . Start filing me batty to the song but the rabbit nah Give me want so some turn round pon the bed head and start fuck me self and tek up the rose and put it pon speed two me a bounce pon cocky and the effect from bouncing on the bed head mek me feel good you fuck, yes daddy fuck me harder , yesssssss me a come , ppl bay rass black spot me a see, me cum strong you fuck me weak, me quit ppl , me done with cocky straight sleeping.

Wah dat a beat so? Dem ppl ya nah no say ppl wah sleep ? Me ano 911 ano, wah d fuck dem want. Why me head feel like wah elephant sit pon it ? Arrggg !,!!!!!!!! Rolling over me turn over pon me back , me fi get up caz me tired? Opening my eyes I am met with a dildo stuck on the bed head and my rabbit and rose on the pillows. Huh? A wah gwan last night ? Boom! Boom! Oh bumboclaat a fi dem house ? Taking up the dildos and getting a towel I grab my phone and turn it on . 4 pm the Lock Screen say a so me deh sleep, dragging my self to the door to see who was knocking and wah so important. Buss the door to see my ex best friend, slamming the door shut and locking the door with locks caz me cah badda today me too tired fi function and me really affi move by tomorrow and me nun care wah me go. She started shouting I know my baby daddy is inside let him out! MEK HIM COME OUT?

Turning on the tv and finding YouTube me start play alkaline badmine and turning the volume up and head to kitchen to start bowl some tea or maybe throw it pon d gyal outta door.
Opps skye start think bout violent act, somebody pinch me

Walking to my room for my phone to start the day and let me tell you the day no look righted to me, 150 messages and missed call from miss outta door man. Wooooiiiiiiieeee this should be nice. After 3 months of leaving wah him still a fight fi we be a thing fa. Some times we are to be blamed, yes he cheated and I have always looked it over, I keep taking him back and what I received after all of that, disappointment, beating me  like me is a drum at a church rally , mentally drain. So he saw all of that and thought he had me lock? Yes I stayed because I hate being alone as my thoughts may be depressing and will want me to harm myself but what does it mean to stay in a relationship where I am still lonely. Emotionally unavailable to me and all the things that I have begged him to do for me  I watched him give it to someone else without them even asking so why should I go back?

The whistling of the kettle broke my train of thought and I made me some fever grass tea because I will not let gas kill me, I cleared my notifications, checked my email and search for a few apartment because I gots to go, I called and made a few appointments for the day and also set a reminder to change my number because no one will be getting this . After letting out the biggest blech of my life and saying thank God  I head to my room and cleaned then , rushed in the bathroom as the first showing would be at 5:30 and one at 6 pm . Not going to lie I did not bathe me tidy my self because I need to ketch flow and now a 4:35pm and I need to go. Getting ready in a simple joggers set and grabbing my handbag and phone with the car key in one hand I pulled the door, not a person in sight thank God because a gyal wudda get pepper spray and mi nah ask . Jump in a me car and start it up while looking for a song to match my mood or we stuck ya so . Straight to baywest ya now because that is the meeting spot