Healed

A new day

People uno get up we late...work start in 30 mins and me just a roll over , can you imagine I slept through 7 alarms on 3 devices . A so me sleep dead? Caz I heard nothing , 7:30 and ne still inna bed and we all know mobay traffic no normal dem hours ya. Jump up and dash inna the bathroom, grab me tooth brush and put likkle toothpaste pon it and head straight in the shower, good thing me sleep naked and best believe I will be sick after this because body no cool down . Mi well vex ya now , not even the breeze me no wah pass me. Not going to tell you no lie I didn't bathe properly I tidy ....wash out me front and ensure me arm scrub right because me just cah tek to talking today from them coworkers weh love watch you like a them a pay you,act you pay check and leave me alone.

Fly out of the house like cockroach with wing , forget me car key like I can't ketch a break, good thing mi no live up no stairs else a taxi me a beat. Get my keys ,start the car put on ishawna and Pablo yg business and buck that and tell security to let me through into the traffic we go . Shift start 8 o clock and 8:20 am I am just strolling in , which gyal wah say something so me can send dem up under them madda , walk into my office why is my boss and tall 6 ft man with buff chest in a white shirt button up to the neck and the pants well steam like a him granny press it. Entering I said good morning and the deep heavy voice that answered me back made my morning,smile for days and I was just upset, love man bad bad...we sat and discussed business and welcome him to the team . Just as I was about to feel his hand on mine the office knock started knocking , not the front desk assistant peeping with a broad smile. I just tell her to wait caz me want this man inna me by midnight....fuck wah you wah think me front no need no resting that will happen when me dead. My boss said excuse and left us there to chat .

People I ain't gonna lie I have images of this having me in many position but I ain't go let the front desk worker stay outside. I quickly dismissed him and let her in. Bruh why is he saying my ex is downstairs asking for me ?
This man no rest. What could he want? Me losing my baby ? Me losing my best friend to him wasn't enough and I only thing I could feel was anger....anger that is burning from with in and it's ready to come out . Deep breaths , I need fresh air I feel suffocated and just like that my new best friend panic attack comes to visit and I am clawing and finding for just a little breath, a little space to move around, my chest is so tight I feel my ribs hugging my lungs a little too tight they need to release each other from this embrace and last of all my favorite person dizziness...and just like that me tun over pon the people then work floor