Healed

Might God

Listening to ishawna top gyal , aye ishawna is that girl. As I navigate through traffic and sing because nobody is going to make my day sad. Hearing my phone ringing I answered it on the steering wheel not even glancing to see who it is. After saying good evening I realized it was nobody but Mr big c. Aye me bingo them call my name , he wanted us to go for lunch tomorrow to discuss business and hope I feel better and a slight bit fainted, we laughed and said our goodbyes. Smiling and singing even louder , y'all would think Skye ago mad, seeing a flow employee on the road near where the call center busses always park I flashed her and point that I would need her services, pull over and she was such a doll and we got the number changed I texted my boss and Mr big C that this is my new number and I don't want anyone to have. I WhatsApp call the agents that I should meet after 5 she said she was closer to the house I should drive to her , nothing no sweet me so, the location is in a new scheme and i changed my playlist to the Masicka playlist that I built for nervous reasons and as Grandfather starts to play I put my car in drive and and nobody cannot tell me I am not a gun girl or a bad gyal.

Pulling up to the scheme I signed in and the security guard made a call, love this already no unnecessary noise or drama, no unexpected visitors. God even though me cuss you and Gwen bad you never leave your child out but I am now in my prodigal son era where I am running to and from you but you kept looking out for me . People no be afraid to involve God because him make me survive. Pulling up the 5 th house I see a 2 bedroom two bathroom and kitchen and living room and baige colored house but the rest of the information was on a sign. I texted my agent that I was outside. She came outside, I exited my car and pray that I liked the house because I want to out of sight out of mind and  in my bag and healed in peace. I can't have peace in a house filled with trauma , I need this I got to do this , my heart maybe broken but I now numb and I use to this no one is going to put me first , I made my first step to freedom. It felt great and I crave this feeling as I made more step towards my new beginning . As I entered the house I felt safe, warmth and most of all I felt at home , everything was to my liking , who would have known that I would choose me after putting everyone first, my first apartment I moved there because my man liked the location and was 5 minutes drive from my bestie. Wicked them be.

After signing the lease I was told that I could move in anytime, so you collected my keys and looked around and I the tears started flowing and flowing , i dropped unto my knees and I screamed, I called to God to heal me and guide me because I know my thoughts and give me the right persons that line with my future and I prayed liked never before, because even though I did not want to leave and be alone , he gave me strength, looking back at all that my ex did I see that he broke for anyone in the future, my heart is shattered and smashed into fine pieces, my self esteem brought to the ground, he would compare me to his exes but I was on the plus size a little and he aim his insults on that, but now I am free from it all and liked this peace although I am in pieces I will be healed.

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