khwaab

badal barsa bijuli sawan ko pani

chp 55 "tum mera khwaab ho vridha" is already up on stck link is present in the conversation box

(stck id : aasthakedelusions)

https://aasthakedelusions.stck.me/story/178448/khwaab

abhimaan's pov

dadu's slap felt like i was closer to death and while living my last moments i finally realised the meaning behind life

the fire was calmed down but the fire in our hearts were yet to be extinguished

ignoring everyone i walked towards my car , the one vridha wrecked everyday

even though she destroyed a piece of that car everyday , she filled the gap in my heart accordingly too

sometimes in life you need someone who can bring you back to the track when your car misses an important turn and dadu's words did it for me

the car

it's totally gone

she left a note

rushing towards the note my eyes quickly gazed at those tears stains as the wet piece of paper in my hand made me want to hurt myself until i bleed out every tear that left her eyes because of me

usse bachane ki aur khush rakhne ki lambi lambi baate karta tha aaj khud hi uske dukh ka karan ban chuka hu

my eyes traced at the words as the i love you ringed in my head , she loved me , she always did but i was too blinded by our past that , even the blurred out memories of our future was left unseen

opening the letter which said "i wished i would've saved you" i sat on the ground , why is everything so messy and complicated?

kya yahi humara anth hae?

kya mera khwaab sirf ek khwaab rahega?

a pendrive fell from the inside of the envelope as i picked it up , tightly clutching it in my hands while i read the letter

letters she wrote him

letter 2.

to my rain ,

you saved me once again , i always used to wonder when i was young that if i my family is harming me again , and i am pleading for help
would anyone save me? and you did.

thank you for healing the parts of me that you were unaware about and also the ones you never broke , you didn't just save me but also the little helpless girl who once thought she wasn't enough and life isn't worth living

i found out the truth

our truth.

i don't know when will be the day I'll tell you this or if i ever get a chance to say this either so i am writing this letter in hopes that one day , even if its too late , you'll find it and would stop blaming me for your miseries , would stop thinking that i would ever do something that my father says especially if that involves YOU.