Love is a reason to stop drinking

Chapter 4: Shit goes down

Finally, a normal day where I can go to my lectures. Frank thought to himself. But he was wrong, everyone was staring at him and whispering about him until Gerard, Ray and Mikey ran up to him... for the first time in four days he felt safe. "Thank you boys" he shyly explained with a smile.

"It's our job to protect you Frankie" Gerard explained soon stopping in his tracks for a second all the boys looked at him then they all looked at who was walking towards them Frank started shaking like a hurricane. Gerard, Ray and Mikey all stood around the poor boy "do you want another beating?" Asked Gerard.

"No I want to talk to Frank, alone"

"Absolutely fucking not!" shouted a voice. "You already hurt my brother once I won't let you do it again you sick son of a bitch" he exclaimed in pure anger. "If you want to talk to Frank, you can talk to us as well"

"Fine, Frank I'm sorry, I really love you and I want you back please, I promise I'll change" Frank looked at his older brother, his best friends and his biggest crush.

"It's up to you Frankie if you want to take him back" explained Ray.

"Um... I um..." Frank didn't know what to say.

"Actually before you do say anything Frankie, give me your phone douche" Gerard snapped. Andrew gave him the phone "password now!" He gave him the password and went onto his photos and deleted every photo and video he ever had from Frank, he blocked and deleted Frank's contact and handed the phone back to Andrew. "Now you may reply to him"

"It's okay, we got you" Mikey explained.

"You know what? No!" Frank was face to face with his rapist "No you have no more chances! You had chance after chance after chance to change and you never did! You still used me, abused me, cheated on me, raped me, lied to me, made me feel like a useless piece of shit! So no! I won't take you back, you can blackmail me all you want, you can say this, that and the other but there is no chance in goddamn hell I'll ever take you back, you're dead to me, you lost all your friends and I did, once upon a time, think about you being mine forever but now I just don't see that happening, it's not you I want anymore" he soon turned to Gerard "I heard what you said last night and for that I have a present for you" Frank kissed Gerard bud Gerard pulled away. Frank's heart started breaking all over again, just like it did when he first started high school.

"Frank I was drunk" he sadly smiled.

"Oh..." he walked off with his headphones on.

"Well done loser" Mikey hit his brother on the head.

After lesson Frank walk out and stumbled to his locker where he found Andrew. "You know I'm the only person who will ever love you" he grabbed the younger male's chin and started kissing him softly. Frank, wanting to feel wanted, once again fell into the kiss. Andrew picked him up and slammed him against the locker still kissing him. But little did he know poor Frankie was thinking about Gerard.

He was always on the younger's mind he opened his eyes and imagined Gee kissing him against the locker, Andrew moved down to Frank's neck "oh Gee" Andrew stopped what he was doing and gripped onto Frank's jacket.

"I am not Gerard! You fucking whore" Frank had the sense of fear in his eyes. Even though he promised he changed, Andrew hadn't.

After half an hour, Frank limped back to his dorm and walked in as quietly as he could, went to the bathroom and locked the door. He scattered in the drawers, in the cabinet but no sight of his blade. He ran out of the bathroom and barged into Ray's and Mikey's room "where is it!?" He shouted. "WHERE'S MY BLADE!?" The couple looked at each other and then at Frank.

"We're sorry Frankie, we had to throw it out" Mikey explained.

"WHY!? WHY!? YOU KNOW IT'S MY ONLY ESCAPE! WHY WOULD YOU HAVE TO GET RID OF IT!?" He broke down and started having a panic attack.