I hope we meet in every universe.

stop following me

It was now two days before they would leave. I didnt feel like doing anything or going anywhere outside my room. Just hearing them talking downstairs made me remember everything that happened. Eventually I would have to go downstairs though. Someone knocked on my door, and I let them in. "come in." I said quietly. My dad walked in and closed the door. "Come and eat mija. No puedes estar aqui just because they here. Go hang out con Melanie or someone." He told me. Its not that I didnt want to hang out with her, I didnt want to do anything. "Apa I dont want to go anywhere right now." I told him. He sighed and went back downstairs. Having my mom here in my house made me feel isolated. A feeling that I never wanted to experience again. When I didnt know what my purpose was in life.

I heard another knock on my door. "come in." I said. "Hi Alexa" Valeria said as she walked in and closed my door. "Im not in the mood to talk right now." I whispered and closed my eyes again. "Its not gonna be long. I just want to know why you arent talking to me and Angie. You usually cave in." She replied. "I already told you. You guys were horrible friends to me and I dont want anything to do with you guys." I responded. "Fine." She whispered and walked out my room, shutting my door as hard as she could. I went back to sleep and didnt think anything of it. Why would I? They arent my priority right now. Especially Valeria and Angelique. My mom and sister were a different topic. I just dont want to continue living like this. They keep on coming back when Im finally happy. Its annoying.

I woke up to yells from downstairs. "Great." I thought. When I was downstairs I saw my mom and dad arguing. Something about her taking his money. Seeing my mom yelling at my dad was so fucking dreading. "Can you guys like stop? Its the night." I told them. "Are you telling me to shut up?" My mom said and grabbed my arm. "I never said that." I replied. My dad came up to her and grabbed her hand. "Dont touch her like that Marisol!" He yelled. "Me vale madre!" She yelled. Great. So fun. I sighed and walked upstairs to change. It was literally 11:00 in the afternoon or something. Once I changed I went back downstairs and left the house. I didnt call anyone or text anyone, just walked by myself around the houses near by. "Alexa?" Someone told me. "Huh?" I replied trying to find the voice. "What are you doing out right now?" They asked again. "Oh its you. You scared me Adrian." I told him. I walked up to him and sat on the edge of his trunk. "What are you doing out here?" I asked. "I asked you first." He replied. "Just couldnt sleep." I said. "You want some?" Adrian asked as he grabbed a beer. "..Sure." I responded and grabbed it. "Its hella late. Youre gonna knock out with those three bottles later." He told me. "I guess," I replied. "I should go now though. Thanks." "No problem." He responded as I jumped off the trunk.

While walking back home I heard my name. "Lexy?" Someone told me. I wasnt drunk, just wasnt there. "Hm?" I replied. "Why do you smell like that!" They yelled. It was Angelique. "Because I smell like this? Go home or something." I whispered and started walking again. "Why are you getting drunk again? Do you not listen!" She yelled and caught up to me. I stared at her and replied, "Stop worrying about me. I could do whatever I want. Youre not my problem and im not yours." I said. What else was I supposed to say? Everywhere Id go she will be there. She wont leave me alone. "Well I still do I dont know why. Are you drinking because of me or your girlfriend?" She asked. I sighed and didnt respond. She grabbed my arm and repeated herself. "You. Its you. Everytime youre here, you remind me of how miserable I was. Do you not remember when you cheated on me, and with a guy? Or when you punched me because you felt like it? No you dont so leave me alone bruh." I replied and took her hand off my arm. "Well I didnt mean anything!" She yelled. I walked faster and got to my house. With her following I opened the door quickly and just went upstairs. Locking my door so she doesnt get in. "Fuck." I thought. My head was pounding and I got dizzy. As soon as I got on my bed, I fell asleep. Just two more days.