I hope we meet in every universe.

this is tiring! (pt 2 from other)

*Mel's pov
Once I arrived to my house, I started crying. I know leaving Lex like that wasn't right, but seeing her right now felt wrong. Like everything that other girls did to her came to my mind. How stupid was I to let that happen? Why did Lex have to let them do it until it bothered me? Maybe she didn't realize it. She didnt realize I liked her so maybe it was like that with other girls? Just thinking about everything made me cry even more. I had a lot of missed calls from Lex and messages. Just a bunch of, why did I leave or what was wrong, even when I told her. Nothing made sense.

After crying what felt for hours, I woke up from crying myself to sleep. I saw Lex sitting on thr floor next to me. "What the! How did you get in?" I yelled and cleaned my eyes. "You told me where your spare key was Mel." She responded and looked at me. Eye contact? Barely knew her. I wasnt looking at Lex at all. "Im sorry." She said. I sighed and tried not to cry. "Im sorry I didnt realize what they were doing to you. I dont think about what they say. Im sorry they hurt you and I never did anything about it. Im really sorry." Lex told me. My eyes started tearing up again and I didnt know what to do. She got closer to me and laid my head on her shoulder. "Im sorry Mel. I didnt mean to hurt you. I never want to." Lex said again as I tears rolled down my cheeks. " This is tiring you know.. Not only do I deal with girls flirting with you, my feelings get hurt and they look at me weird!" I yelled in between my cries. I started sobbing hard and lifted my head from her shoulder. "Baby-" I cut her off and said, "Can you go.. I need some time by myself.." I got up from my floor, walked inside my bathroom, and locked it. Was this my first argument that I didnt talk things through? "Ok.. Call me when you can." Lex whispered and left my room. When I got out, I made sure she wasnt in my house before bawling my eyes again. Everything seemed so unreal. I hated this.

"Mel open the door!!!" Someone yelled from my front door. Again, I had fallen asleep after crying my eyes out and had to quickly run downstairs. It was Isa. Oh no.. She was probably going to lecture me or something. As I opened the door, she hugged me and started yelling about what happened between me and Lex. "Im sorry she did that!! Adrian is going to talk to her!" She told me and wiped my face. Isa led me to my couch and reassured me that everything between me and Lex would be fine. "But it isnt even her fault.. Its not her fault girls like her." I thought to myself. Meanwhile, I got mutliple calls and texts from Lex. Of course I didnt read them. I was to mad at myself, at her, at those stupid girls. It was so unfair. I didnt think things through untill Isa told me something, "Not every relationship is perfect. Thats what makes them better. You grow with Lex as you guys go through hard things. Its life Mel." And she was so.. right? So right that I got pissed at myself only now, and just wanted to run to Lex's house.
"Do you think Lex will forgive me..?" I asked Isa.
"It was neither of your guys fault. You both need to apologize to each other though. Just in case." Isa told me and smiled. Atleast someone got me.