I Traveled To Another World?! (Kozume Kenma)

CHAPTER 42

YANNA'S POV

I am coughing blood when we heard the door rang. She rushed to open it. I fell from the ground because I felt really weak. My feet can't stand anymore. Then I heard someone yelling my name. It's Kenma. I closed and locked the door 'cause I don't want him to see me like this.

"Pudding! I'm sorry. Please talk to me."

I heard all my friends outside, calling me to get out. But I don't want to... and I can't even get up from the floor. Blood keep running down my nose and mouth. I am holding tissue and put it on my face so they wouldn't hear my noise.

Kenma keep talking and warn me that he will smash the door but I heard Kuroo stoped him. Then it gets quiet. I thought they left the room but I heard Kenma's voice again. He's leaning on the door. So I crawled over and do the same so I can hear him more.

"Pudding? I saw the letter written on your book. I was very shocked and didn't know what to do."

A cough escape from my mouth and I get more scared to see it. It really hurts. All of me, it hurts. Kenma, help me. I am now crying silently.

"Are you okay there pudding? What are you feeling? Where does it hurt? Do you need something? Please answer me.."

I can't give my reply 'cause every move my mouth do, I'll just cough a blood. So I'm just listening to him. The tissue is now everywhere around me.

"When I saw you with Sakusa, I'm not really mad at you that time. And when I ignored you all day, I secretly watching you. Haha remember when you were sleeping under the tree? I know you're awake and I pretended not to care. Even when you were almost hit by the ball, I still stopped myself from coming closer to you. I noticed too that you're sick. I really want to take care of you instead of Sakusa but I just can't. Want to know why?"

"That's because I don't want to burden you. I want you to leave this world without worrying about hurting me. I want you to hate me so you will never think of me again. I want you to be happy when you get back to your world."

"But now I'm here. We're here Yanna. We don't want you to endure such pain anymore."

"We're ready to let you go."

I can feel in his voice that he's hurting and it was hard for him to say that. Let me go? Right .. that is what I needed. That is what I'm waiting for. I endure this pain for days 'cause I'm still hoping to see all of you and say goodbye. I don't want to be like Lissana who left without a proper goodbye. My plan on getting you mad at me, I realize that I can't bear that. I want to spend my time with you. I want to be with you until the end. Until my body gave up, I want to be beside you.

"S-so ple-please.. Le..lets spe-pend your t-time tog.. together..."

I gather all my remaining strength to open the door and fell on his arms. He hugged me tight and I hug him too.

"I love you my pudding." he said.

"I'm sorry. I love you too." we're both crying.

The door opened and all of them run to me. They look terrified when they saw all the blooded tissue on the floor. I saw their worried faces. It hurts me even more. This is the part I don't want to see when I'm leaving. It makes me want to stay. If only I can .. but my body can't. It's like I'm really dying before I can even get back home.

"Ya- yacchan.. your face. Why is it bleeding?" Lev ask nearly crying. I gave him a sign to come closer to me. We're still on the floor and Kenma's holding me.

I held his hands when he kneel down in front of me. "Lev.. my little big brother, I'm sorry I have to leave.. can you do me a favor?" my voice is so low that only the three of us can hear it.