When North meet South

~ 6. It's okay my love... I believe you.. ~

Chapter two

~ 15.07.2027. ~

Teodora's pov:

*I'm outside. Without saying a word to Tinus, I left the house. It was a little bit cold outside but I didn't care about that. As I wandered through the streets, my mind in turmoil and my heart heavy with sorrow, I was oblivious to the passing of time. Hours slipped by unnoticed as I grappled with the pain of Martinus's rejection, each moment stretching into eternity as I searched for solace in the darkness. With each step I took, the darkness seemed to close in around me, swallowing me whole as I struggled to make sense of the pain that threatened to consume me.*

*As the night wore on and the cold seeped into my bones, I found myself walking to a bridge...In one moment I was standing on the edge of a bridge, the icy waters below beckoning me with a sinister allure. The thought of ending it all, of escaping the relentless torment that gnawed at my spirit. But even in the depths of my despair, a small voice within me cried out, pleading for a sliver of light to pierce through the darkness. With trembling hands and tears streaming down my cheeks, I reached for my phone,I wanted one last time to hear a beautiful voice of my Tinus..I played the song "Without you"...I sat on the edge of the bridge, slightly singing the song...*

Martinus's pov:

*I paced the floor with a tumult of emotions raging within me. Despite my anger and hurt, a gnawing worry gnawed at me conscience as I realized the gravity of Teodora's departure. With each passing minute, my concern start to grew.. Unable to bear the uncertainty any longer, I finally reached for my phone, my fingers trembling as I dialed Teodora's number. But there was no answer, only the hollow echo of silence. Panic seized me as I realized she was nowhere to be found, and I rushed out into the night, determined to find her no matter the cost.*

*As I searched the dimly lit streets, my heart pounded in my chest, each step fueled by a desperate need to find the girl I loved. How stupid just I am...As the minutes stretched on, my resolve never wavered. Through the quiet streets of the city, I roamed, my mind consumed by worry and regret. I called out Teodora's name into the night, each syllable a plea for her to come back, to let me make things right. But the darkness swallowed my words, leaving only the echoes of my desperate cries.*

*As I turned corner after corner, my heart heavy with apprehension, I couldn't shake the feeling of guilt that weighed on me like a stone. How could I have let my anger cloud my judgment? How could I have pushed away the woman who meant everything to me? How could I belive in those f4cking sh!ts?! *

Teodora's pov:

*As I sat on the edge of the bridge, the haunting melody of "Without You" filled the chilly night air, its lyrics resonating with the pain and longing that engulfed me. With each verse, tears streamed down my cheeks, mingling with the icy wind that whipped around me. In that moment of despair, as I clung to the music like a lifeline, I felt a presence behind me, a warmth that cut through the cold darkness that enveloped me. Turning slowly, I saw Martinus standing there, his eyes filled with a mixture of anguish and sadness.*

Martinus: (voice trembling) Teodora... What are you doing here?

*I couldn't find the words to answer him, the weight of my sorrow pressing down on me. Without a word, Martinus stepped forward, reaching out his hand to me. Memories of earlier flooded my mind, and for a fleeting moment of panic, I recoiled instinctively, pulling away from Martinus's outstretched hand as if it were a weapon poised to strike. My breath caught in my throat. Martinus took a step back, his gaze dropping to the ground as if unable to meet my eyes. The silence between us was heavy with unspoken words, the tension thickening with each passing moment. For a heartbeat, it seemed as though everything hung in the balance, teetering on the edge of irreversible despair. But then, with a heavy sigh, Martinus reached out once more.*

Martinus: (softly) Teodora... I would never hurt you...

*My heart clenched at Martinus's words, the raw emotion in his voice piercing through the darkness that had engulfed me. I looked up at him, my eyes brimming with tears as I struggled to find the strength to speak.*

Me: (through tears) Love...Tinus.. I...I love you more than anything... Those are lies... Just because I'm not famous doesn't mean I'm taking advantage of you...

*My voice was barely a whisper, lost amidst the sounds of the city below. But Martinus heard me, his expression softening as he reached out to gently wipe away my tears.*

Martinus: Shh... It's okay my love... I believe you..

*His words were a lifeline in the darkness. My heart aching with a mixture of relief and uncertainty.*

Me: I'm so sorry, Tinus... I never meant to hurt you. I... I love you.

*My voice trembled with emotion as I spoke, the weight of my confession hanging heavy in the air between us. Martinus's gaze softened, his eyes filled with tenderness as he reached out to cup my face in his hands.*

Martinus: And I love you, Teodora. More than anything in this world. I'm sorry for what I said and what I did...The lies hit me... I was wrong to doubt you. Please forgive me.

Me: (with tears) Tinus... I forgive you. I just... I couldn't bear the thought of losing you.

*My voice cracked with emotion as I spoke, the weight of my confession lifting from my shoulders with each word. Martinus pulled me into his arms, holding me close as if he never wanted to let me go.*

Martinus: (whispering) You'll never lose me sweetheart. I'm here, and I'll always be here for you. No matter what.

*His words were a promise, a vow to stand by my side through the darkest of days and the brightest of moments. And as we stood there on the bridge, wrapped in each other's embrace, I knew that together, we could weather any storm that came our way.*

Me: (softly) Thank you...

Martinus: (smiling) Always, my love. Always.

*As we walked hand in hand, the weight of the night's events lingered in the air between us, yet there was a newfound sense of closeness and understanding that enveloped us like a warm embrace. The soft glow of the streetlights illuminated our path as we made our way home, the gentle rhythm of our footsteps echoing in the silence.*

Martinus: (softly) Love... what were you doing on the edge of the bridge?

*His voice was filled with concern, his eyes searching mine for answers. I hesitated for a moment, unsure of how to put into words the tumult of emotions that had led me to that dark place.*

Me: (taking a deep breath) I... I don't know love... I was lost... consumed by the pain and uncertainty of everything that happened today. I just needed to be alone...

*My voice trailed off, the memories of the night's events still raw and fresh in my mind. Martinus squeezed my hand gently, offering silent support and understanding.*

Martinus: (sighing) I'm so sorry, Teddy... I never should have doubted you. Those lies... they got to me, and I let my anger cloud my judgment. I promise, from now on, I'll always trust you, no matter what.

*His words were like a balm to my wounded soul, soothing the ache of doubt and fear that had plagued me in the darkness. I leaned into him, seeking solace in his comforting embrace.*

Teodora: (softly) I love you so much my love...

Martinus: (smiling) I love you too my girl..

*With each step we took, the weight of the night's events lifted from our shoulders, replaced by a renewed sense of hope and love that guided us home. And as we walked together into the warmth and safety of our shared sanctuary, I knew that no matter what challenges lay ahead, we would face them together, hand in hand, stronger and more united than ever before.*