When North meet South

~ 50. He tried to kiss me! ~

~24.01.2024.~

Teodora's pov:

*It was a bustling Thursday morning, and the hallways of school were filled with the usual chaos of students rushing to their classes. As I reached my locker, Daniel lingered beside me, his usual confident demeanor tinged with a hint of nervousness.*

Daniel: Teodora..  He began. *his voice tinged with a hint of uncertainty.* 

Daniel: I've been wanting to talk to you about something.

*Curious, I turned to face him, meeting his gaze with a questioning expression. *

Me: What is it, Daniel?

*He took a deep breath, his eyes searching mine for reassurance.*

Daniel: I was wondering... well, erm..I... I really like you, and.. if you'd like to go out with me sometime. You know, grab a coffee or see a movie?

*His words caught me off guard, and for a moment, I was at a loss for how to respond. Before I could say anything to him, he leaned in unexpectedly, his lips inching closer to mine. Caught off guard, I instinctively stepped back, my heart racing as Iprocessed what was happening. Daniel froze mid-motion, his expression a mix of surprise and apprehension as he realized his mistake. Daniel is dear best friend, and the thought of embarking on a romantic relationship with him hadn't crossed my mind. My heart hesitated, torn between the comfort of familiarity and the uncertainty of something new.*

Daniel: Sorry

*He stammered, his cheeks flushed with embarrassment.*

Daniel: I... I thought... I thought maybe you felt the same way.

Me: Dan... I don't feel the same way. ( I replied carefully, choosing my words with deliberation) I don't think... I mean, I'm not sure if that's something I'm ready for right now. You're an amazing friend...

Daniel: I'm sorry if I overstepped...

*As he turned away to resume packing up the instruments, a pang of guilt tugged at my heart. Daniel was a kind and caring friend, and I didn't want to hurt him with my hesitation. But deep down, I knew that my feelings were elsewhere, my heart drawn to someone whose presence lingered in my thoughts.*

Me: It's not that I don't enjoy spending time with you, Dan...

*I offered softly, reaching out to place a reassuring hand on his arm.*

Me: I just need some time to figure things out.Me: Let's forget about this and move on, okay?

*I suggested, hoping to salvage our friendship despite the unexpected turn of events.*

*Daniel nodded, a faint smile flickering across his lips as he attempted to regain his composure. *

Daniel: Yeah, of course

*He agreed, though his gaze remained averted.*

*As we finished tidying up the music room in silence, my mind wandered to Martinus, whose presence had become an ever-present thread in the fabric of my thoughts. It was his laughter, his warmth, his gentle encouragement that resonated within me, drawing me closer with each passing day. And as I bid farewell to Daniel that evening, a silent resolve settled within me. My heart may have hesitated in the face of uncertainty, but in the depths of my soul, I knew where it truly belonged. For Martinus had captured my heart in a way that no one else could, his presence a beacon of hope in the midst of my doubts and fears.*

---Skip time---

*Throughout the rest of the day, I found myself lost in thought, contemplating the delicate balance between friendship and romance, and wondering how this unexpected confession would impact my relationship with Daniel moving forward.*