Mafia Prisoner: Book 1

Ch. 52 - I'm Fine

Vivian POV

The second that idiot left the doctor sat next to me and started checking my vitals. He didn't say a word and it was getting a little uncomfortable.

"Everything seems to be ok. Capo mentioned you haven't been eating. Have you been feeling nauseous or dizzy the past few days?"

"I've eaten some, just not a lot. I have been getting little dizzy spells but my emotions are all haywire. I'm fine though. I'll be sure to eat some more fruits and protein."

He scratched his chin thinking. "Do you think maybe, you could be pregnant?"

My mouth dropped open. "Absolutely not! You gave me pills the other week, remember."

"I do. I also recall Capo stating he hasn't been wearing a condom at his last checkup. Birth control isn't 100% effective."

"Ew! Why would he tell you that? And no, I'm not pregnant. Life can't be that fucking cruel."

"I actually didn't need to know. He wrote it proudly on his form. I won't repeat what it said though. Capo is a... complicated man. I know he shows little love, but it is only because he doesn't know how."

"I'll stop you right there. He fucked Vanessa and he can go to hell. I don't care what childhood trauma bullshit he has going on in that evil head of his. He treated me like shit and I won't be with him."

"Ok, I do understand. He isn't a man many can tolerate, let alone love. Just know he does care for you. He just shows it in a very odd way. Make sure you eat and I'll stop by to see you on my next visit."

"Thank you!" I gave him a small smile and waved bye as he walked out. I looked around annoyed.

I can't believe he took me to his bed. I'm sure at some level he does care for me, but it was fucked up. I can't survive with a man that can't show me love. I can't survive this life.

I stretched some then headed to my room. Marie was in there packing our things and I felt like I could finally breathe. I hated Chicago, even though I never stepped foot out of this house, I still hated the whole city.

Amy gave me a big hug and promised to take care of me. I smiled at her and gave her a kiss. I didn't like that I worried her, but at least Niko had a moment of decency and told her I was going to be ok.

The idea of me pregnant with that beast rattled me all morning. I swear that would be the worst thing that could happen to me. Niko couldn't love a baby or raise a child. I felt sorry for any children he had in the future, probably with Vanessa.

We took our seats at the table and I was sure to mentally prepare myself as we walked down the stairs. No fighting or disrespecting him in front of guests.

"V, you look beautiful." Paul said with a big smile. He was acting different.

"No, I don't. Why are you being weird?" I asked him as Niko huffed next to me.

Don't say a word to him, I reminded myself. I needed to bite my tongue despite wanting to rip his head off. He can fuck Vanessa, but Paul can't be nice to me. That beast was seriously asking for it though.

"Are you ok?" Niko asked, looking at my hand as I was gripping a knife.

"Fine!" I responded annoyed.

Roberto cleared his thought drawing our attention to him. "I think everything is in order for your departure tomorrow morning. My family can't thank you enough for all your help, Capo. Once all the Grasso are eliminated for good, we can breathe a little easier."

Amy tensed at my side. "He doesn't mean you sweetie. Here, have some french-toast and watermelon." I piled food on her plate glaring at Roberto.

Was he an idiot or just didn't care Amy was a Grasso too? Who talks about killing people at the table with children present anyways.

"My apologies. I forgot about the child. I meant no disrespect." Roberto looked at Niko then back to me.

"She is eight years old. I think we can find a better discussion for the table." I stared Roberto down and he nodded nervously back to me. Was he afraid of me?

"Of course, Ms. V. Your skills last night were impressive. I've seen many days of battles but nothing so bloody before. You didn't miss a beat and I'm sure all of our men appreciate you saving them."

I looked at him funny. Was he being nice to me now? God, I can't keep up with these people. "Thank you!" I mumbled then began eating. I didn't want to talk anymore.

"Capo, thank you for allowing me to come with you. I'm excited to see New York." Vanessa spoke after an awkward silence.

Was he seriously bringing her back to his house? It didn't matter. He grunted at her and kept eating.

"I already set up some meetings for later in the week. I think I have a perfect plan to close that securities deal you were working on. I can't wait to start working with you." She tried again for his attention.

"As long as you keep them off my back and close the deals you can stay in New York as long as you want. I have a fucking family to hunt down..."

"Amy is right here." I scolded him. What the fuck is wrong with these people?

He gave Amy a confused look then took a bit of his french-toast while staring at me. I gave him a nasty look then returned to playing with my food. This is why I didn't eat. I was surrounded by low lives.

"Why are you so hostile? Didn't the doctor say to take it easy."

"I'm fine." I threw my fork on the table and closed my eyes. I wanted to scream right now.

"Eat or you'll sit here all day."

"I'm not a child."

"You can't even follow a simple order from a doctor. I don't have time to make sure you're eating."

"Please stop talking to me. I was fine until everyone started talking." I breathed slowly in my nose and out my mouth.

"Fine! No more talking, now fucking eat!" He commanded.

I picked up my fork wanting to chuck it at his face. He was such an arrogant beast that deserved to die.

I took a big bite, chewing obnoxiously then swallowed. "Happy!" I smiled at him.

"Just eat." He waved me away with his hand. I think he believed that made us magically disappear when he did that.

I finished my food and headed back upstairs. I was actually nauseous and wanted to gag with every bite. I wasn't going to show him that anything was wrong though. I was fine!