𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 44 (𝔞𝔨𝔯𝔞𝔰𝔦𝔞)

433 13 4
                                    

he couldn't help it; he lacked self-control when it came to you.

but you, could you control yourself?



tw: death/murder

𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖐 2; 𝔞𝔯𝔢𝔫 𝔨𝔲𝔟𝔬𝔶𝔞𝔰𝔲
𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔡𝔞𝔶






. . .

dark and slimy, disgusting filth on your neck.

you couldn't escape from it.


was it your fault?

was it an "accident"?


could it be, that you overreacted?


slowly you arose, a dull image plastered onto your face. you couldn't remember waking up, or how you even got to school or when, but it seems you're here anyways. you weren't sure whether this was supposed to be some oddly vivid nightmare, or you were actually awake. derealization hits hard. the school was blurrier than usual, and cold. it was still dark, a single shed of light from the curtain by the window of your classroom. you looked at your hands, so revolted at the thought of what had happened.

what were you doing here again? you still couldn't put your finger on it. hell, you couldn't even construct a coherent thought. but you had gotten here earlier than usual, to escape the large gathering of people that you passed by often. you wouldn't be able to handle the heat, especially now, while it's in spring.

the flowers are blooming as the grass becomes green. but still, the beauty in these have faded, just a bit, for you. after all, how could you see yourself doing the same? healing from the blistering frost of winter? your throat dry, you take your mildly frigid hands to your pocket, grabbing your phone. you could feel vibrations from it, and assumed it was just kaidou and nendou again.


7:28 AM


SAIKAINENYAN (jetblackwings, nedno, coff...): 9+ notifications

coffeejellylove: hey yan, are you alright?

best girls !! (yumechi<3, kokomi, food4eva..): 9+ notifications

jetblackwings: Do you want to talk about it? I'm here for you

notagangster: seen


ah. you weren't surprised at the first few, but the last. you had forgotten the sweet conversation you had just then. where he sent you many short videos of practically couple-like messages. you first clicked the groupchat on top.


SAIKAINENYAN

9+ messages


jetblackwings: OK I GET IT NENDO JUST SHUT UP

nedno: k i get it :c

jetblackwings: WHY ARE YOU USUING EMOTICONS

nedno: why not TvT

jetblackwings: oh my goodnes js tell me where yoy are rn

nedno: The horses are galloping at precarious speeds. Might I say, I'll arrive at the gala soon.

jetblackwings: WTH???????????????

nedno: wat

jetblackwings: i wil not question thou

ᴘᴏꜱꜱᴇꜱꜱɪᴠᴇ, ᴏʙꜱᴇꜱꜱɪᴠᴇ (𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘬𝘪 𝘬𝘶𝘴𝘶𝘰)Where stories live. Discover now