A/N: Sorry if I haven't post an update yet.We took an exam for 2 days and today was the final day so finally I get to rest.I felt so done and over with this CAT thing. This was the last straw! I'm going to quit this one out! THEY KEEP ON TELLING ME THE WRONG SCHEDULES WHILE THE OTHERS WOULD GOT IT RIGHT AND WORST THING IS,I WILL BE THE ONE TO BLAME!! HOW WOULD I KNOW IF THEY DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME RIGHT OR INFORM ME AHEAD OF TIME!!! All I ever did after that was blame myself...and suddenly my head says that they just don't want me and they just want me to quit.... IF THEY DON'T WANT ME AROUND,THEY COULD'VE JUST TOLD ME AND NOT MAKING ME FEEL TORTURE! I kept on blaming myself on the way home because....I can't blame them,It's not right to blame them..I still care for them even though I don't normally show it nor would they even notice it...I-I just-I don't know anymore..I was almost triggered because of this and I was planning to put more cuts on myself this time using dad's dagger (I used a ballpen while in class,I was sleepy and I tried the other ways but none of them work so..) but...I still have my kouhai (juniors) friends with me..and I don't want to worry them..
Anyways,don't worry,this story will NOT be discontinued,not as long as my imagination is still running wild about Rhink...
But for today,I want to rest..give me time to calm down and I'll be up and about in no time..so please wait for me to revert back to my normal self...
Thanks soo much for supporting this story..It means so much to me and it makes me happy making you guys happy with this story..and sorry for my rambling here...
So till then~!
-Lei
