Deeper Connection..

-13-🦋

BE WHO YOU AREEEE! WITH YOUR PRIDE!

A few days later....
Toni~
I am at my own home today because last night Janet and I had an argument. She was going on about how she has so much work to do, and how she's stressed and tired. I tried to assure her that everything will be fine and she went on to say that I didn't understand.

How do I not understand? I'm a fucking artist too, like what the hell. You can tell she's stressed though, she's literally always working on her music. I get that she loves her fans, but sometimes you have to work on you.

I haven't talked to her since last night, so I'm hoping that she'll talk to me first. I'm not wrong in any way, shape, or form so I'm definitely not apologizing. Matter of fact this is her calling right now. She can never stay away from me for too long.

"What?" I practically yelled into the phone, I'm still a little upset about last night. She will not get away with yelling at me.

"First of all take that damn bass out ya voice, but anyway; are you at home?" she said blowing out a deep breath.

"Yes, Janet why?" I asked, if she's on her way she could've texted me.

"Ok, unlock the door." she said and then hung up. About 5 minutes later she was outside and I was sitting on the couch, working. But I guess I don't understand so let me stop trying to attempt and do work.

"Toni where are you?" she asked wondering through the house.

"In here!" I yelled from the living room, she walked in and her eyes were bloodshot red. She sat down, moved my computer, and laid her head in my lap, then she just broke down. I rubbed her back and played in her hair, I can tell she feels bad.

"Baby I'm sorry, I'm so stressed. I don't know what got into me, to speak to you that way. I'm so fucking sorry, how could I be so damn stupid. You probably think I'm crazy and have anger issues or something. You can lea-" I just grabbed her face and kissed her.

"I'm not going anywhere baby, I'm here for you. We all have a time when we go through things, it's understandable. I love you.." I said caressing the side of her face.

"I love you too baby." she said pulling me down, she gave me a kiss with the most passion in the world. Not wanting to come up for air, we did and just stared at each other. Staring into her eyes left me with so much curiosity, wanting her to do nothing more, but let me in.

"Don't be afraid to talk to me, you know that's what I'm here for." I said.

"Yeah I know, it's not easy for me though." she told me and that's understandable, I used to be the same way.

"I used to be that same way, I can open up to you though. I know you won't tell anyone." I said poking her nose and kissing it too.

"I won't, you right." she said lifting up and pulling me on top of her so that I was straddling her.

"What? You want it don't you?" I asked and she nodded her head yes. She started kissing all over my neck. She was sucking hard, and it felt so good. We haven't had intercourse in a few days, I'm in need of a JJ fix.

"Mhh baby.." I moaned as she had opened my robe and pulled my bra down to suck on my nipples. She caressed one as she sucked the other and then switched. I'm thinking I want my nipples pierced, I'm not getting any younger and it's sexy. Janet used to have them, so why not.

"Shall we take this to the bedroom?" she asked as she played with my ass and looked me dead in the eyes.

"I think we shall..." I said grabbing her hand and leading us to my bedroom. I only had on a bra and underwear, so there's not much to take off. She might get a little strip show later on, if she's nice.