Deeper Connection..

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Janet~
Yesterday I got a call from the detective that they caught the person who did it and they're willing to speak with me. Now you're wondering why they want to speak with me, I have questions. I truthfully want to know why in the hell that got a wild hair and did this.

Hopefully the dude, it's a man, has a good ass reason. These kids nowadays are so stupid. Knowing my father he could have pulled some shit like
this, but I know he loves my mother and would always keep her out of harms way.

It's currently 10am and Toni isn't at my house right now. She went back to hers so she could finish packing up her clothes and things to move with me. Tonight we're going to have our last hoorah in her bed though. We could honestly put it in my sex room since it's so comfortable. Towanda sleeps in one of Toni's guest rooms, but since Toni is legally giving the house to her she can refurnish the place however she'd like.

As I was checking my phone to get ready and call Ton she called me. She didn't really want much,
but to see how I was doing and what I was doing. I told her I'd be by later on today so that's my plans for the day. Eissa is with Gil at the moment so he can go get his haircut. Once he gets his haircut he's going with his Dad for the week.

Eissa's father and I have a good relationship, considering what we went through as a couple. I could never keep a child from his father and I will not start now. As long as my baby is safe then I'm okay. I'd prefer that he wasn't around any of Wissam's little whores either, that's highly inappropriate if he's not going to be with any of them.

When I made it to the police station that had the victim in a holding cell so I could talk to him. I just have so many questions as to why. I will not say his name since he's not an important factor in my life, but I will say he's a dumbass.

As I was waiting for them to bring him in I was just thinking about everything. I thought about my mom, my baby boy, my soon to be wife. It helped me to realize that life is short and everything happens for a reason. I also thought that I should ask Toni to have a child with me. I'm 42 she's 41, time is running out and I want something that we can call ours.

As the officer walked in with him he looked horrible. When I say awful, he looked fucked up. He was beat the hell up, he's going to get raped in prison too. Good thing he's going in there for a while.

"Who are you?" he asked.

"I'm the persons whose mother's house you shot up. How do you not know me? I'm literally Janet Jackson." I said showing my head.

"If you can see by my face my eyes are almost swollen shut from gettting my ass beat, but how are you?" he asked, friendly but no.

"I'm fine, I just want to know why you did it." I said placing my hands on the table.

"The main reason was because your ex husband told me to. He said that he was sick of your mother's bullshit. He didn't say particularly what she did, but that's why." he said.

"Which ex husband?" I asked.

"Renè, he did say though that he didn't like that fact that your mother allows you to be gay and like women. I heard you gave her a promise ring congrats." he said.

"Thanks. I just want to let you know that you shot my mother in the chest and if she would've died then you'd been next. I don't play about my family especially my mother. I swear to you that if you ever in your life decide to do some shit like
this again in your life, you'll be in a body bag and I'll be in the news." I said.

"I didn't want to do it in the first place, I'd much rather be home with my wife and kids right now. But due to the decisions I've made, here we are. Again I'm so sorry and thank you for agreeing to talk to me." he said as the officer unhooked him.