Deeper Connection..

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Janet~
My heart is so heavy for Toni and her family right now because they're going through some things with their nephew. Traci's son is the sweetest young man you'll ever meet and I want him to be okay.

"Baby.." Toni mumbled as she tapped on my chest to try and wake me up. I was already halfway up but not all the way there yet.

"Mhm.." I said rubbing up and down her back.

"Let's get ready to go see Kevin Jr. Trai texted me and said he's up and talking now." she said rubbing her eyes but not picking her head up from my chest.

"Get up baby.." I said and she stayed there and dozed back off. How can she try to make my get up and then stay sleeping, like what?

"Come on Tone..." I said raising up and kissing all over her face which made her smile and get up.

"There you are, now you're awake.." I said.

"Yes I am, all I needed was my burst of sunshine, you.." she said pecking my lips. That made me smile from ear to ear, I'm so glad to be with her.

We got up and brushed our teeth and then got little mama up. She was being a little fussy with us this morning, she's not usually like this. While Toni got dressed I handled her, but she was just crying and crying.

"WAHHHHHH! WAHHHHHH!" she cried.

"What's wrong little mama?" I said in a soft tone as I changed the position that I was holding her and laid her head on my shoulder.

"Mmmmm...Mmmm" she whined as her crying calmed down. I hate to see my baby crying, when there's not really a reason behind it.

After Toni was dressed she fed the baby and got her dressed while I got dressed. We were literally out the house in a half an hour. I thought it would take a longer time than it did, but it didn't so I'm grateful for that.

Once we arrived at the hospital all the other sisters were already there which was perfect because we got here first last night. It's there time to be on time, hell I'm still sleepy and jet lagged. I'm sure Toni Michele and baby Michele are tired too. The baby can sleep though, we have to be up.

"Hey nephew..." Toni said walking in the room and going to hug him. He got a big ass hospital room so all of us could fit.

"Hey auntie Toni, Hey Aunt J.." he said in a scratchy voice, he ended up sleeping through the night too so that's good.

"How you feeling?" I asked.

"I'm good, it's just a lot going through my head. I think I need therapy." he said.

"I support that 100%, if you think that's what will help you so that your seizures don't get to the point where you can't control them, that's what's best for right now." I said.

"Yeah, can I hold the baby?" he asked.

"Yeah, she's your cousin.." Toni said getting her out her car seat and handing her to him. She was sleep so I'm sure she wasn't going to wake up for at least an hour.

They said he's going to be able to discharged tomorrow morning. I'm happy that he is completely fine and it's just stress. I'm definitely going to have to talk to him since he doesn't want to tell anybody what's going on with him.

We sat up there with the family for a long time and then everyone let him rest and went to dinner. We all went to dinner together and had a few drinks, Toni had a bit too many. She was talking out the side of her head. Like seriously it was time to go home and she didn't want to leave.

"I wanna have sex with you.." Toni whispered in my ear as she placed my hand up on the high part of her thigh.

"Toni what is wrong with you, you're acting crazy.." Trina asked.