Deeper Connection..

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Toni~
When Janet called and told me that my baby was in the hospital my whole heart dropped. I know I didn't push him out my cooch, but he's still my baby and I love him.

Janet waited for me to walk in with her because she didn't want to walk in alone. When she walked in I could tell she was frantic, but she didn't want to show it.

I love her to death, but she can't ball
this shit up. I know she's stubborn than a motherfucker and it's not good at all. As much as I love her, I can't see her try to be big and strong by herself.

When we walked up to his dad, he greeted us with a nice smile. He seemed pretty happy to see Jan. He told us everything that was going on and what he knows so far. For now though they're running a few tests and then we can see him. I'm just happy that he's okay, his father is an idiot, but at least he's okay.

Within about 45 minutes we got to go see baby boy. As soon as she saw me he jumped into my arms. I couldn't do anything but hold him, he's the cutest little thing.

"Hey mama!" he said holding Janet's hand as she sat next to me on his bed.

"Do you feel better?" I asked and he shook his head rapidly yes.

"Good, we can go home in a little bit and you can meet Toni's two sons." Janet told him and he just smiled.

"Really!" he said excitedly.

"Yeah, they're a lot older than you, but you'll still get along really well." I said kissing his forehead head and running my hands through his hair.

"Wissam will you go see what they're doing, I need to get him out of here. You know how paranoid he is in places like this." Janet said as she looked at me, I get paranoid, not Eissa. I've been in hospitals so much that it makes me feel uneasy to be in one. I never know when they're going to book me in or not.

"Yeah I'll go see about that, give me a minute." he said waking out the room and going to the nurses station.

As soon as he walked out the room Eissa looked at us and busted out laughing. I had no idea what was funny, but I surely want to know.

"What's funny boy?"Janet asked.

"He's nervous around you guys. He thinks you're going to gang up on him and beat him up for letting this happen. Auntie Toni please don't beat my dad up. I know you love me, but it truly was an accident so play nice." he said grabbing ahold of my hand.

"I'll play nice just for you okay. I love you."I said kissing his forehead.

"I love you too.." he said laying his head on me.

"Awhh, about brought me to tears ." Janet said holding her hands over her heart.

"Gosh mama you're a crybaby!" Eisss said while he giggled. He was laughing hard too, he was as red as a tomato.

"Boy be quiet.." she said.

Soon the doctor and Wissam walked back into the room with discharge papers and we signed them to leave. I didn't sign them, well Janet did, but you get the point. I'm not sure who's talking Eissa home, so I think we're going to let him decide.

"Baby who do you want to go with your dad or me?" Janet asked as we all got on the elevator to leave.

"Dad can I go with my mama?" he asked looking up at Wissam.

"That's fine I'll see you in two weeks bub, I love you." he said as we all exited the elevator to leave. I went and got Eissa's Ipad and stuff from Wissam. As he was handing it to me he wanted to talk to me.