Deeper Connection..

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March 20th..

Janet~
It's the baby's first doctor's appointment today just to make sure she's healthy and all of that. Toni had a doctor's appointment last week to make sure she was healing good and all of that. They said the next appointment will be them clearing her for sex, she asked them specifically about that. They said no penetration to be more specific.

"Babe can you grab her diaper bag?" Toni asked as she changed little mamas clothes from her night clothes.

"It's right by the door with her formula and all of that stuff. I had all of this ready last night." I said.

"Okay super mom.." she said.

"Yeah, you know me.." I said tooting my own horn.

"You ready to go mama?!" I said happily placing the baby in her car seat. She was just laughing and smiling at me. Once she was buckled in and all of that I walked her downstairs and put her and their diaper bag in the car. Toni was in the house grabbing her phone and all of that.

"It's always your momma we have to wait for.." I said kissing her cheek and putting her pacifier in her mouth.

I went back in the house and Toni was finally ready to go. Once she walked out I opened her door to sit with the baby and hopped in the front so we could go.

"Did you want to go to breakfast after, or right now?" I asked since it was only 9:30 and her appointment is at 10:30.

"We can go after, I want to be there on time and not rush to eat." she said. I just agreed and mdrove to the doctors office. I think mama has to get shots today.

"Baby does she have to get shots today?" I asked.

"Yeah that's why I gave her some infant Tylenol last night so she wouldn't cry as much. She'll probably be sleep when they do it anyway." she said, that's probably accurate, she sleeps all the time.

Once we arrived at the doctor's office we water about 20 minutes and then they seen us exactly at our appointment time. She did all the basic stuff and then it was time to give her shots.

"I don't want to hold her while she gets shots, babe you do it." Toni said as she handed the baby to me.

"Why not?" I said getting up on the table.

"It hurts my heart to watch her cry and be in pain. I'm going to cry too..." she said.

"I get it.." I said, just then the nurse walked in.

"We've switched parents haven't we..." she said.

"Yep, I can't see my baby in pain." Toni said.

"It's only 2 shots so she should be alright in the end ." she said. The nurse held good conversation while she was shooting them drugs in my baby.

The baby surprisingly didn't cry at all, she was sleep just like Toni said. She's a good baby, that's how you know she's going to be a bad ass when she gets a little older and can walk.

After we left we ent to get breakfast. At breakfast I felt the love in the room, I just feel like moving on my woman extra today.

"You look so beautiful, letting your hair blow through the wind and all of that good stuff.." I said.

"Oh thank you, I try.." she said putting her hair behind her ear. She had on her Stephanie wig today, it's long and beautiful.

"No seriously you look good baby..." I said looking at her and admiring her facial features.

"Okay enough.." she said tending to the baby.

"I can't look at you now?" I asked.

"Not at this moment, I told you before my cheeks will be stained red from blushing so much." she said making at me and blinking slowly. I know what means..can't happen.