Deeper Connection..

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February 16, 2025, 12:09am..

Janet~
Toni has been having excruciating pains in her lower abdomen and I think she's as close as going into labor tonight, but she doesn't think so. They've been keeping her up and night and it's just a train wreck. Whenever she has the pains she grabs onto my side and clings to me until it goes away.

Her contractions weren't close together at all, but now they're coming every 1 hour or so. She's sleeping right now, but she has a tight grip onto me just in case the pains start again.

We have everything ready just in case she does go into labor, and I'm ready. Whenever little mama wants to come out I'll allow her to do that. I'm just here and ready since that's all I can be.

"Jan.." Toni whined as she woke up and held onto me. Her stomach is a lot bigger than she was a few months ago and I might sound dumb, but she is really big. I'm not calling her big backed or anything, but damn.

"Yes baby what's wrong.." I asked rubbing her stomach.

"Hold it right here.." she groaned putting my hand on the lower part of her stomach for me to hold it there. I kept my hand there until she fell back asleep. I let her sleep until about an hour later when her water broke.

"Wake up babe your water just broke." I said getting up and getting her shoes and the hospital bag. I already had the keys next to the bed and my phone in my hand. I'll call Dr. Jackie when we get in the car.

"Huh? Oh nvm I feel it. Why couldn't you wait baby Michele?" Toni whimpered in pain as she got up and grabbed my hand. We took as many stops that she needed to get to the door. Since we're downstairs it's so much easier than it would have been.

Once we were in the car I called Dr. Jackie and told her the good news so that she'd be on her way to the hospital. Toni was squeezing the shit out of my hand. She texted her sisters and told them to meet us up here as well as her mother and mine.

Soon as we got to the hospital they put us in a room and hooked Toni up to all these machines. They said she was only 2 centimeters dilated and it may take some time before babygirl was ready to come out so in the meantime we just talked. I laid in the bed with Toni since that's what she asked me to do.

"Are y'all ready to have the baby?" Trina asked.

"Yeah I'm happy to be having a baby with Janet. It's some-oooo. It's something I never thought I'd do." Toni said releasing my hand she had practically drained all the circulation from.

"I'm sorry baby.." she said pecking my lips. I understand, but damn woman.

"That's good, I can't wait to meet my niece!" Tamar said and we all smiled.

"How long do you think she's going to take to come out?" Traci asked.

"Hopefully not long, I can't be like this. I don't know why I chose to have a vaginal birth with her. All I know is Janet better be a good daddy to this baby!" Toni said in a serious tone.

"Daddy? I'm a girl hello.." I said waving my hand around.

"But I call you daddy.." Toni said.

"I'm only daddy to you, I'm the baby's Momma even though I play the role of daddy." I said.

"She's got a point Toni, she's like the role of daddy since she's not having the baby though. At the end of the day she's still a girl. " Towanda said.

"Yeah Yeah..." Toni said and we all shared a laugh.

"FUCK!" Toni yelled and we all just stayed quiet and didn't say a thing.