Deeper Connection..

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Janet~
Toni and I's phones have been blowing up ever since we made our debut that we're together and to be honest I don't see why it's such a big deal. Maybe it being a big deal can be a good thing, like they're happy for us.

We haven't checked our social media, but our emails are full from tv stations that want an interview with the both of us together. I don't have a problem with it, but Toni's pregnant and they know, but she still tries to hide it. She included that she was pregnant and we were engaged in the post so I'm really confused about that.

Currently we're sitting out on our balcony and letting the wind blow through our hair. I'm actually really calm in the situation. Usually my mind would be everywhere, but right now I'm fine.

"So..." Toni said looking at me.

"Yeah?" I responded.

"I checked my instagram this morning and we're going viral everywhere. There are some hater, but most of it is great. The people love us together!" she said smiling from ear to ear.

"That's great to hear, I knew they'd be accepting to what we have going on. Did you notice all the fanpages that have the both of us on them?" I asked.

"I did, but I never really paid attention to it until now..." she said.

"Now that we're here it's different. We can live our life and go and have the wedding that we desire." I said.

"Speaking of that, when do you want to actually get married and start planning?" she asked.

"I want to wait until the baby is born and has grown a little bit. I want he or she to be our flower girl or boy at the wedding." I said.

"So when they're like 2 or 3?" she asked.

"Yeah that sounds good." I said.

"I'm just happy to be marrying you, the most beau woman I have ever laid my eyes on." I said.

"Awh baby.." she said getting up from her chair and pecking my lips sweetly. I enjoy the fact that we can be happy. It's something I couldn't explain even if I wanted to.

"Okay so what's in the agenda today?" I asked following her back into our bedroom.

"I don't know, let's see what the boys have up for the day and go from there I guess ." she said.

"Denim, Diezel, and Eissa come here!" she shouted from our room.

"Stop yelling through this house.." I told her and she laughed.

"Yes ma'am?" they all said in unison.

"What do you all have planned today?" I asked.

"We were going to go hang out with Mom Mom for the day. We haven't talked to her since last week so we decided today is a great day to hang out with her." Diezel said.

"Okay we'll be safe..." Toni said.

"Alright we'll see y'all later, love you all." I said.

"Love you too Ma.." Diezel said.

"Yeah love you too Ma.." Denim said.

"Bye Mama and Mommy love you.." Eissa said following behind the boys.

Once they all left I realized something. I pondered on it for a moment because it really touched my heart. It's crazy to think that I've reached that level of accommodation and they feel comfortable with me.

"Babe they called me their mother.." I said with my hand over my heart. It was just an awe moment.

"I heard and I'm happy that they're reached that level of comfort with you." she said sitting beside me.