....˖☆𝐀 𝐇𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 + 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐢 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞☆˖....
"You can't marry him Vaani" I said staring deep in her eyes gritting my teeth my chest tighten with unfamiliar and unbearable pain , just the thought of her being with someone else kills...
I woke up panting heavily...I couldn't breathe , I tried but it felt like all the oxygen from my body drained out , I instantly took the water glass from the table and gulped it down in one go , then inhales, exhale deeply to calm myself.
After sometime I calmed , I looked at watch and it's 4 am , I walked towards my balcony and cool Breeze touch my skin , bringing the calmness and relief inside my damage system.
It's not first time , it usually happens, I dreamt of my past experiences and woke up, I wish I could say they are just nightmare but no , I had lived those terrifying moments, and after waking up due to those dreams I couldn't sleep, sometimes I listen song's, sometimes I write diary and most often I just close my eyes thinking about some of the moments in my life when I felt happiness from the core.
I looked up to the moon and stars and think of those word's chachi usually say's, Sometimes I too think why I didn't die that night in accident, why God didn't choose me ? Why he chooses Maa , Papa only ? Am I really ominous?
No.. No.. Vaani you shouldn't think all this , I shake my head to get rid of such thoughts and closed my eyes to see what beautiful moments my heart want to replay today.
As I closed my eyes the face flashes infront of me was unexpected Nirvaan? , moment he protected me , moment our eyes meet when we passed by eachother, moment we shake hands , everything keep playing and I felt weird emotions in me , this is so new and unexpected.
Why I am even thinking about him , may be because today he said that Papa's quote, duniya me jisne mujhe sabse jada pyar kiya , uski jhalak kisi me dikhe to vo pal khubsurat to hoga hi na.
And he protected me , he didn't ignored me , he is a good guy , off course I will cheers that moment my entire life.
A smile covered my face again thinking about him , ohh no Vaani what are you doing stop thinking so much about him. I came back in my room and took out my diary from nightstand and started writing...
