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October 5th

Blair's pov:
I woke up and I was still on call with Tate. It was around 8:00 and Tate was still sleeping. I smiled as I admired Tate. She looked so adorable. I miss her so much. I ended up falling asleep on my couch so I got up and brushed my teeth and grabbed a protein bar and made a smoothie.

I sat back down on my couch and turned my tv down and turned on Grey's Anatomy, I have seen this show so many times that I know what goes on in each episode so I didn't really have to pay attention to it. I ate my protein bar and drank my smoothie. I had to go to dance in a few hours so I just ate something small. I go to dance on Sunday, Tuesday, and Thursday. Saturday is a rest day from everything. I go to the gym on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. I do dance one week and then the gym the next so this week I've been doing dance and then next week I'll go to the gym.

I try to keep up with both as much as possible but sometimes I'll skip some days if I'm not up for it or if I just have too much going on. I try to keep myself busy and I'm usually pretty good at it but if I get into a bad head space then I won't do either. Even though I have a lot going on in my head I'm still gonna go to dance.

I was watching Grey's Anatomy and kept looking at Tate on the other end of my screen. She finally woke up and I smiled at her. She rubbed her eyes and stretched then she smiled at me.

"Good morning, my Tatie bear." I said smiling

"Good morning, my love." Tate said in a sleepy voice as she smiled

Her sleepy voice is so fucking hot. I'm the most luckiest girl in the world. I was watching my show and talking to Tate at the same time. She didn't have a show today or tomorrow so she was just gonna go out or stay in her hotel room. I was currently on season 3 of Grey's Anatomy, I had restarted it not that long ago.

"What is so important that you're not paying attention to me?" Tate asked looking at me

"I'm paying attention to you." I said looking at Tate

"No you're not. I was telling you something and you didn't respond or move." Tate said

"I'm sorry, Tatie. I'm also watching Grey's Anatomy while I'm talking to you." I said

"Okay then I give you a pass," Tate said smiling, "Which season are you on?"

"I restarted it not that long ago and I'm currently on season 3." I said

"Dude I fucking sobbed when I watched the last episode of season 3 and I always do every single time." Tate said

"Don't feel bad I always do too." I said

"It's just so fucking heartbreaking. I don't like how season 3 ended at all." Tate said

"I don't either. If I had a choice I would've made it less depressing." I said nodding

"What are you gonna do today?" Tate asked

"I have dance in a few hours and then I don't know. I'll probably just stay home or I'll go see my parents. Depends on how I feel." I said shrugging my shoulders

"Blair you look a little tired," Tate said, "Is everything okay?"

"Everything is fine, Tate." I said

"Blair you don't have to lie to me," Tate said "What's going on my love?"

"My sister has cancer, she has cancer and I'm so scared." I said tears falling from my eyes

"Blair it'll be okay. Your sister is strong and she can fight this." Tate said

"You don't know that, nobody knows that. She doesn't want surgeries or treatments to keep her alive but I'm so scared that she won't be here much longer." I said

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