𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮 || 𝐓𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐌𝐜𝐑𝐚𝐞

𝟏𝟎 - 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡, 𝐓𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐞

October 6th

Blair's pov:
Tate and I got to my apartment, I went to my room and changed into black sweatpants and a gray sweatshirt. I put my hair up in a messy bun and then I sat down on the couch next to Tate. Tate put her phone down and smiled at me. I rested my head on Tate's shoulder as she wrapped her arm around my shoulder.

I was scrolling through instagram when all of a sudden I heard a knock on the door. I got up and opened the door revealing my parents. They walked in and I shut the door and sat back down on the couch next to Tate. Tate turned the tv down as my parents sat down. I looked at my parents and they looked at each other before they looked back at me.

I knew that something wasn't right and I wish I didn't. I figured it out before they even told me. The look they gave each other is what helped me figure it out. I didn't want to hear any of it but I had no choice in the matter.

"Blair, um... this isn't easy to say," my dad looked at me, "But your mother and I have been talking about getting a divorce for a few weeks now."

"Should've figured," I said getting up from where I was sitting, "The one time I need both of my parents and you guys are getting a divorce."

"Blair, it's not your fault," my mom got up and stood in front of me, "We have been having issues but we tried to push past them for you and your sister."

"So because Natalie isn't here anymore that's why you guys tell me?" I was full of anger at this point, "Typical."

"What is that supposed to mean?" My dad got up and walked over to me and my mom

"We lost Natalie and instead of being a family for her you guys are breaking up our family." I was raising my voice a lot right now because of how angry I was

"Blair-" my dad started but I cut him off

"No. No, I don't want to hear a bullshit excuse because that is all I've heard my entire life," I said with tears in my eyes, "Every time something goes wrong in my life someone has the worst excuse and I'm tired of it. I'm so fucking tired of it."

"We are so sorry and we have no excuse for this but this isn't because we lost Natalie," my mom said, "Your father and I have been arguing a lot recently and we thought it would be better if we got a divorce."

"What about our family?" I looked between my parents and the tears fell from my eyes

"We will still be a family but your mother and I won't be together anymore." My dad said

"You know what I'm sick and tired of everything." I walked towards the door

"Blair, where are you going?" My mom asked

"I don't know but I can't do this anymore." I opened the door and walked out sitting outside of my apartment

All I could do was cry and cry and cry. I held my head in my hands with my knees to my chest. All of a sudden I heard the door open and I looked up, it was Tate. She shut the door and sat next to me wrapping her arms around my body. I fell into her arms and I just couldn't stop crying.

Tate knew how upset I was and how I didn't want to talk about it so we sat in silence. The only thing we could hear was my sobs. Tate deserves better than me and we both know that. I'm broken and damaged and nobody can fix that. I had gotten the one person I have wanted my entire life and I'm dragging her into all of my problems.

I couldn't look at Tate knowing that I'm nothing but a problem. She's so good to me and I keep dragging her into all the bad things happening in my life. I love her so much but she doesn't deserve any of this.