𝟏𝟐 - 𝐃𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐲t𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮?

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October 7th

Blair's pov:
I woke up and I saw that Tate wasn't next to me. I got up and walked to my living room, she wasn't there either. She wasn't in the kitchen either. I walked back to my room and grabbed my phone. I saw that she texted me and I was so confused by what she meant.

I didn't really think about it too much. I just hope it doesn't have anything to do with last night. I know Tate told me she wasn't mad but I feel like she could've been lying. I doubt it's about last night though.

I walked to my living room then I heard a knock on the door. I walked to my door and opened it revealing Tate on the other side. She walked in and sat down on my couch. I shut the door and sat down next to her. I looked at her and she looked at me with sad eyes and tears started forming in her eyes.

"Tate what's wrong?" I asked grabbing Tate's hand

"Blair you know I love you more than anything. I think we should take a break for a little bit." Tate said the tears escaping her eyes

"Wh-what do you mean take a break?"

"You're going through a lot right now and you need to take time to make sure you're happy and I don't think a relationship is what you need right now."

"No, Tatie. Please don't leave me. You make me happy. You are my happiness."

"I'll always be here for you, Blair. I can't forget you and I never will. We will find our way back to each other but for now we just need a break."

"Tate please don't do this to me."

"I'm sorry, princess but it's for the best right now."

"Did any of this mean anything to you?"

"Of course it did, Blair."

"Then why are you throwing it all away? The countless nights we spent tangled up in each other's arms, the countless date nights we had, the clothes we gave each other, and meeting each other's friends? Was any of this real?"

"Our whole relationship was real. We rushed into this relationship and nothing has been right since we started dating."

"You are the only person that has understood me and now you're leaving me. Why are you doing this, Tate?"

"Blair you are my inspiration for anything and everything. I will always love you."

"That doesn't answer my question. Why? I need to know why, Tate."

"Because you deserve to be happy. You need something better than me and we both know that. Trust me this isn't easy for me but I had to do it."

"Tate I'm happy with you. I mean sure I have my moments but you make me happy and you make me feel safe too. I feel safe in your arms."

"I'm so sorry, Blair but it's for the best."

"Everyone always says that but it's never true. If it was true then why do I feel like punching a wall right now?"

"Blair I know you're sad and angry with me right now but please don't punch a wall."

"Then stay, Tate. Stay with me. Love me by being with me not from a distance."

"I can't, Blair. I just can't."

Tate got up and walked to the door. I got up and stood in front of my couch where I was sitting. Tate had her hand on the handle, she hesitated like she didn't want to leave.

"So that's it then? You're just gonna throw our relationship away?" I said my voice breaking with tears streaming down my face

Tate looked back at me with more tears streaming down her face. She gave me a sad smile as she opened the door.

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