Impulse

20

Sterling

The next morning i woke up, sore. The best kind of sore though. I rolled over and realized Nate had spent the night in my room which had me panicked, but i could've sworn one of us locked the door which made me feel a little better.

I was in his white collared shirt that fit me like a dress and still had my lingerie on underneath it.

I kissed down Nate's jawline in an attempt to wake him up which worked.

"Good-morning" i smiled and a smiled creeped on his sleepy face.

"How are you not still asleep?" he laughed looking at the time that read 9:16am.

"Guess my body wants a round 4" i joked and he laughed.

"Considering how sore you were by round 3 i know that's not true" he pointed out giving me a kiss and i kissed him back, not letting him pull back because i wanted a longer kiss.

Eventually i let him go and ran my hands up and down his body before kissing his chest and getting up.

"Nate did you lock the door last night?" i asked realizing it was unlocked.

"Yeah i think so why?" he asked confused.

"It's unlocked" i replied as i headed to my bathroom to get my pjs on.

"Oh shit" he said sitting up rubbing his eyes.

"Yeah" my voice trailed off thinking about someone coming in and seeing this is where Nate was.

"It's okay, if anyone asks i'll just say we were watching tv and fell asleep don't stress it" he spoke so calmly and sure which honestly made me feel better.

"Sounds good" i smiled as i made my way out of the bathroom.

"I feel like a teenager again, sneaking around" i laughed a bit and he did too.

"I know feels weird, but we won't have to do this forever i promise" he replied giving me a kiss and got up putting his shirt back on and i gave him a nod, i trusted him and his word.

"I'm gonna go get into some comfier clothes and practice with the boys for tomorrow night" he leaned over to where i was sat on my bed and kissed me. I kissed him back before he broke away.

"Have fun, don't kill your voice" i said giving him a smile and he rolled his eyes playfully as he left the room.

I got up about an hour later because my body was  so beyond tired. I went to the kitchen and whipped up some cereal.

I finished up my food and made myself a coffee sipping on it while scrolling on my phone.

"Hey hun, can i talk to you in my room please?" Emma asked and i didn't even notice her walk.

"Oh yeah sure" i said confused, but complied of course.

I followed her in and shut the door behind us sitting in her office chair while she sat on her bed.

"I know you and Nate are actually seeing each other" she said getting straight to the point.

I didn't know what to say so i just blankly starred for a second.

"We're not" i finally said.

"I saw you guys this morning in bed together"

Shit. Fuck. Shit.

"He accidentally fell asleep while watching our show, it's nothing more than that we just had a long night between paparazzi and a really fulfilling dinner" i explained.

"If you say so" she sighed before continuing.

"I didn't want to tell you this before, and i  assume you haven't been on any social medias recently have you?" she asked and i shook my head.

"Did Nate ask you to stay off of social media?" she asked. I gave her a confused nod.

"I really hate to tell you this, but it's because a lot of people are concerned Nate's going to cheat on you just like he did with Bella. On his tour while he was dating Bella he hooked up with his opener. His opener will be there tomorrow night as a special guest to sing on of their songs with them. So if you're not involved it won't really matter, but if you are i feel like you should know that he has a history of hooking up with girls who aren't famous on the side and then hooks up with actual famous women while dating them to make them look stupid. It's a really dumb rockstar thing that i can't seem to knock out of him" she said concern written in her tone.

I didn't even know what to say. My throat was suddenly dry and my voice raspy as i managed to get out an "Oh".

My chest feels like it's been ripped open and stomped on. Over and over.

"I wouldn't say anything to him if i were you. Let the courses happen. You guys are a fake relationship and you don't need to have conflict when you're still stuck with us for a few more months. We can make the breakup before the overseas tour if you'd prefer." she offered.

"Can i think on it and get back to you?" i asked.

"Of course sweetheart, take your time" she said giving me a small smile.

I nodded and got up and left back to my room. I decided to take her advice and just avoid him. I locked my door and decided if he came knocking to pretend i was asleep.