I was trying so hard to get over you
and I forced myself to no longer think about you,
but you just keep on pulling me back
into this sense
that you love me
when all you did was cause pain and suffering,
on lonesome nights when you didn't call back,
and the memories when we used to laugh.
You quickly moved on,
but I never realized you used me as your last resort
your one to guide when everyone left and you wanted a support.
