do I even need friends.
I just lose them at the end.
I remember every good memory and bad.
their first name and their last.
all my friends made me feel happy,
genuinely happy.
but as time pass
and we began to distance.
I just get sad.
over and over again.
And it hurts.
Everything begins to hurt.
And I wonder if I'm just better off
a l o n e .
Better off with no friends.
even if I do love them.
