Scarred
You ruined me.
I can't believe you did this to me.
Can't you see you're a nuisance.
An idiotic being that can't see.
You're both blind and ignorant about your surroundings.
I was always there for you, but you treated me like crap.
When I had been confused it was about you, that's why I didn't fight back.
I had taken your hits, your words of pain, and remember
the long nights of discussing the world in vain.
You were the reason why I came on everyday,
I had adored you and thought we were best friends.
But you were an illusion
And all of the encouraging things you've said.
I must have dream't all those lovely memories during the night when I couldn't sleep in my head.
You're the thought that never left my mind.
Because you caused me pain and joy at the same time.
I don't love you anymore, like I used to.
You had always chosen someone over me,
so now it's time I decide to leave you.
