why am i always a rebound
to someone's loss cause,
or feel like I don't belong
in this wonderful world I live in.
I'm always fucking second.
And I feel like shit.
because you tend to get things good
and what you want
even sometimes whenever you want it.
but when I try,
it always fails
or I was just used.
used like toilet paper to wipe up someone else's shit.
and I've always been a last resort.
