Pull the trigger with the gun to my head.
As bad as I am, I'd be better off dead.
Just end the misery, the hate and the lies
And deny me of my final goodbyes.
I'm not worth your time, your love or your care.
Think how happy you'd be if I'd never been there.
I'm not worth a thought, the trash that I am.
To think you could love me is really a scam.
I'm nothing, a parasite, the gunk on your shoe.
Trust me that you'd do well to find someone new.
Don't worry about me because I've hurt before.
You won't be the first one to walk out the door.
So do us both a favor and just get up and leave.
I never mattered before so just leave me to bleed.
