A/N: my gonna update more bc I have no life lol
Chapter Seven
•Phoenix•
Two hours. I've been in this fucking bathroom for two hours while Gerard and his idiotic friends, with the exception of Mikey, talked about dumb shit. I was hungry and I reeked of sex.
I looked in the mirror and saw that Gerard had left hickeys upon hickeys upon fucking hickeys! I didn't even know he gave me hickeys.
Then I realized he put his head in the crook of my neck numerous times. But I don't remember him going anywhere near my chest area.
Great.
I don't even have any makeup to cover this up for school. I don't want to be known as the whore of the school already, fucking her way up to the top.... No. That's Miranda's job, some girl I met on my first day here. She had a different guy every day.
And you don't even want to know about what is hear walking past her dorm.
I put my back on the door and slid down, until my bare ass hit the floor. I squealed at the touch of the cold tile, quickly slapping my hand over my mouth at the realization that I was loud.
"What was that?" I heard Frank ask. My eyes widened and I looked through the keyhole, and saw Frank looking at the bathroom, confused. Gerard had a nervous look on his face as he tried to stop the short emo from coming in. I got up and quickly unlocked the door so he wouldn't suspect anything, and climbed in the shower, sitting down and closing the curtain, just as the door opened.
"What?" I heard Gerard say. I prayed no one decided to yank back the curtain as I am naked.
Too bad for me.
Mikey pulled the curtain back.
"OH GOD!" He stumbled back before getting a good look at me.
"Phoenix?" They all asked together. Gerard put his face in his hands and I closed my eyes.
When I opened them, Frank was giving me a look, "why are you- ohhhhhh I see what's going on here." He smirked.
"W-what do you mean?" I stuttered, looking up.
"You and Gerard are friends with benefits, " he smirked, "because there's no way Gerard would commit to a relationship." He said, which made my heart shatter a bit.
I didn't completely have feelings for him but that didn't change the fact that I had hoped we could be something more. I looked down, trying to stop the tears from coming out, but I failed.
"Hey," Ray knelt down, "why are you crying?" He looked genuinely concerned. I knew I always liked him.
I wiped my eyes, refusing to meet Gerard's eyes, "it's just embarrassing." I sniffled.
"We won't say anything about it, Nix." Frank said, using the nick name he'd given me.
"Okay." I smiled, "now leave. I'm naked!" I hissed at them. They all scrambled to get out, but Gerard, who smirked at me.
"You too." I pointed at the door. He sighed, turning to leave.
"By the way," he stopped, "what Frank said wasn't completely true, because I know that's what you were upset about." He smiled before leaving and closing the door.
I felt my cheeks heat up.
Oh lord what did I do to deserve this? Oh yeah, I decided to sleep with him, and now his friends know.
That doesn't mean mine do though. I'll just not tell them. I'll tell Kailyn and Sydney though, they can be trusted.
-Time Lapse-
"So," Kailyn asked, stirring her lemons with a straw, "we're here because...." She took a sip.
I bit the inside of my cheek, looking at Pete, who was practically making love to his pizza, and Mikey, who was sporting a poker face as Sydney played Juice Jam on her phone. I twiddled my thumbs as I waited for my drink.
"I actually wanted to see you girls..." I trailed off, looking between the two guys.
They stopped what they were doing and glared at me, "why?" Pete huffed.
"I know what it's about." Mikey smirked.
Shit.
I almost forgot he was there. He saw me naked, in the flesh. I could feel the teasing that was to come later.
"What is it?" Kailyn furrowed her eyebrows. I but my lip and decided it was now or never.
"I um.... I sorta kinda slept with Gerard." I said before immediately taking a sip of my drink. I looked up to see that Sydney had knocked her drink over, spilling it all over the table.
"That's just fucking dandy!" Pete exclaimed, getting a few napkins to clean up the mess.
I put my head in my hands and groaned. I picked some clumsy friends.
"Wait....." Pete trailed off,"YOU SLEPT WITH THE FRIEND OF THE ASSHOLE THAT HURT PATRICK?!" He yelled, standing up. His outburst attracted attention, and all eyes were on us.
"I'm sorry okay?!" I yelled back, "it just happened and I didn't want to stop it!"
"Oooh." Kailyn wiggled her eyebrows. Sydney continued to stare in disbelief as Mikey had a look of disgust on his face as he cleaned the table.
"I can't believe you." Pete stormed away. He turned around abruptly before he got any father, "you are not in our group anymore. I knew I didn't like you for a reason. Stay away from us you slut." He spat out, turning around to leave.
"PETE!" Kailyn yelled as she got up to go after him.
I felt my eyes fill with tears. Not only did I just lose my only friends, but everyone here are students, so a good bit of my colleagues know I slept with Gerard.
"It'll be okay." Sydney ran to my side, hugging me, "you still have us."
Mikey nodded in agreement, "don't worry about them. We'll gladly take you in our loving arms." He said with a goofy smile.
I wiped away the tears that were threatening to spill, "thanks guys. I really appreciate it."
"Come on, let's go." I got up, ignoring the disgusted looks and jealous glares from girls in my classes.
Just when I thought things were getting good.
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FanfictionPhoenix Collins and Gerard Way are college roommates. They don't get on very well until they both decided that'd it'd be best to release their sexual frustration. On each other. Will their daily routine of fucking with no strings attached last? Or w...