A/N: I don't even know what to do with this story so I'm kinda gonna wing it until there's another plot twist. I'm only telling you guys there's gonna be a plot twist bc I want you guys to be on edge until it happens
Chapter Eleven
•Phoenix•
"I'm not going to class today." I blankly told Gerard as I stepped out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped around my body and my hair dripping. I was supposed to be dying my hair purple today. I'd have nothing to do otherwise.
I ignored the look I got from Gerard as I informed him I would not be walking with him today because I wasn't going in today. I went to my dressed and pulled out a white shirt and some black sweats.
I deserve a lazy day.
"Why not? You can't just skip your classes."
"Yes I can."
"Says who?"
"Says me," I turned to glare at him, "you can go take your shower now." I pushed him in the bathroom and closed the door so I could get dressed. It's a long way process of drying off, applying lotion, and putting on deodorant.
I paid no attention to Gerard once he finished his shower. I think he deliberately came out naked just to see if I'd want to to have a quickie before he leaves.
I do.
But he doesn't need to know that.
Instead I decided to stuff my face with double stuffed Oreos. I watched him out of the corner of my eye as he moved painfully slow. I think he knows that I'm trying to resist him. He's gonna have to do better than that.
"Why are you so mad at me?" He finally spoke. Throwing his bottle of lotion to the side. His naked body made it hard for me to concentrate on what he was saying.
"What did I do to you?" He looked at me, hurt flashing in his eyes.
Did he really just ask me that?
"You know what you did," I laughed bitterly, "first you ask Lynz out, then you fuck Kailyn! That's why I'm mad!" I threw an Oreo at him, trying to ignore the stinging sensation in my eyes caused by tears that were now spilling out.
"I know we were only friends with benefits but now you've made me catch all these feelings I can't get rid of, Gerard! Everything I'm currently upset about is your fucking fault!" I sobbed, grabbing my jacket and storming out of the dorm. I needed fresh air.
It was nearly 7am and I honestly had no idea as to where I should go. Nothing opens until 7:30 and it's still kinda dark out. I didn't bother to bring my phone. Who the fuck am I gonna call?
I walked as fast as I could without running. Running still isn't my thing. The campus was huge so I'd be walking for awhile until I got to my destination. The fountain.
I always took a huge liking to the big fountain. I loved fountains. As a kid I would always make wishes. They never came true but I loved the myth behind it. Maybe I can get a sense of relief at the fountain. Maybe not.
Every little noise would alarm me. The daylight was slowly creeping up but I still felt a sense of uneasiness. Something was definitely not right here.
Is this the part where some guy comes up and kidnaps me? Am I supposed to do the stupid white girl move and say 'Hello'?
A hand touched my shoulder and I let out a scream, turning around and slapping the person as hard as I could, more tears coming out of my eyes and covering the dry tears on my cheek as they grabbed me harshly.
"ITS ME!" An all too familiar voice said. I stopped flailing my arms and saw Pete.
Pete?
My eyes widened as I made eye contact with the bright red mark on his left cheek. I don't know if concealer will be able to cover that one.
"Pete?" I wiggled out of his grasp, wiping my face with the sleeve of my shirt. Why would Pete be following me at 7am?
"We need to talk." He said, motioning towards the bench in front of the fountain, his angered expression never leaving his face. I nodded slowly and walked over to the bench. He slowly followed, cradling his stinging cheek as he did so.
"I'm sorry about that," I looked down, "I thought you were trying to kill me. But why were you following me in the first place." I looked up to see Pete with his arms crossed. His eyeliner was smudged and he looked absolutely wrecked.
"Kailyn slept with Gerard." He said cautiously. My eye twitched at hearing the news I wanted so desperately to forget about. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, bottling all of my current emotions inside.
"I know."
Pete put his hand on my shoulder and gave it a small pat, "I'm sorry. But on the bright side, at least he didn't commit to you like he committed to Lynz. Poor girl has been crying in her room since last night when she found out. Gerard's been fucking a lot up, but I want to apologize for just abandoning you like that." He gave me a side hug.
I felt myself smile a bit, "it's okay. I just need a shoulder to cry on right now. It's gonna be yours too since yore already here." I laughed, trying to bring a little light to the situation.
"I'll always be here." Pete said, closing his eyes. With that being said, I allowed tears to slip out of my eyes and fall onto his shoulder.
He rubbed my arm and began to tell me consoling things. I asked about him and Mikey and he told me they were doing great. I'm happy for him.
Me on the other hand, all I am to the guy I am slowly beginning to fall for is a complete bootycall.
Life was complete shit right now but at least I had Pete to help me through it.
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