LOVING ACP SIR - Part 1 (Available on Kindle)

Naa poren(I am leaving )

Author's POV

The sound of sea waves filled the silence between them. Aadhavan and Thulir were sitting on the beach sand, leaning back against an old boat. Neither spoke. Thulir wanted to, but she waited patiently for him to speak first. When Aadhavan is silent, he doesn't like to be disturbed until he speaks up. So, she kept him company, knowing the support of presence was more effective than conversation at that moment...

Her mind was preoccupied with the moment she shared with Agathiyan. She was uncertain about her feelings, should she be happy that he didn't hate her, but he didn't declare his love either? What did that kiss signify, and what might have unfolded if Thalir hadn't interrupted? If, by chance, he had confessed his love, how would she have responded? Would she have acknowledged her love as well? And what did he mean when he said he had been visiting her without her knowledge? Should she be pleased to know that she wasn't the only one who missed him and thought of him constantly?

"Why not me?"

His voice interrupted her thoughts, and she looked at him, puzzled by his question...

"Aadhava??"

"I am not asking about the chaos that happened in the hall but inside my room when I left"

he explained very calmy, Thulir gulped she didn't expect that for sure but what she should say now....she took a deep breath

"Aadhava....that....I don't know when....but...it happened.......I started liking Agathiyan....and"

"Just liking??? Are you sure about that Thulir"

"Aadhava...that.."

He laughed, further bewildering her. As he continued to laugh, he looked at her and spoke.

"How naive I was to believe that I was an integral part of the trio, only to realize that I was being used to conceal your secret affair. You knew that just the two of you together might raise suspicions, so you involved me in your feigned arguments to maintain the illusion of discord when in reality, the situation was quite the opposite........"

Thulir stood in anger...

"What are you talking about, Aadhava? There's no secret affair or anything of the sort. In fact, it's only today that I realized Agathiyan doesn't hate me. Yes, I did have feelings for him, and yes, I love him, but it was never mutual; neither of us confessed until now. No one has ever used you. How can you say such things? I understand you're hurt and disturbed by today's events, but that doesn't give you the right to make these kinds of allegations against me or Agathiyan. Thank god he wasn't here if he hears this you have any idea how hurt he would be "

Aadhavan chuckled, further infuriating her. He stood up, dusted off his hands, and looked at her.

"You know what I badly want to believe your story but nope......I had enough....I am not going to waste my time thinking about those who don't value me.....Just answer this single question that's enough for me ...."

he paused and looked straight into her eyes ....she could see him breaking inside through his eyes still he managed to not break in front of her 

" why not me?..... even I was with you from the day we remembered why you only have feelings for him not me......not even once have you seen me in such a way why? Is it because I never fought with you like he does ....because I don't argue with you......or because supporting you in your decisions and stood for you every time till now.........you love him, not me is it because I am adopted who doesn't know who is my biological parents and don't share your bloodline because as far as I remember the only person who constantly reminds me that I am adopted is you .....I don't care what was your true intention behind that.... maybe you just said inflow and didn't mean it.......that wasn't my concern....but this  "