The girl who is the freedom |book 3| complete

Memories 12

From what I remember when I was in that cruise ship around 13 to 14 years old. Just particularly 2 separate occasions. I ended up having a pen pal that my mother and father had set up for me. This was not up to me, but to my parents as they wanted me to have friends that were quote normal or NT or NT. What do I mean by that as a normal typical?  Who ended up just having to be on this planet and not really doing very much to help this planet. Honestly, I did not really enjoy this idea.
Because I still remembered when I was in grade one and the teacher was breathing down my neck. I didn't really like this. Having to spend my allowance on gifts, I did not want to do or anything like that. It wasn't until I was in high school. I was able to get to appreciate this person to fatigue and I think her name was.  And she was actually worth her weight. Gold she was a good person. She was a very good human being and she was worth my time and effort to talk to people. I was trying to get Her on Facebook. I was trying to get Her on my space when I had my space. And stuff like that, but it was very odd when she just disappeared off the face of the Earth, that was kind of sad. To be honest with you, what was used to be at first? An annoyance turned out to be a wonderful thing, and I still try to look for Her on.  I need Facebook and whatever else that humans.Congregate on the internet that's not as insidious.As you think i'm being sad I wish I could find her and say hey here I am. How are you.
But it was very hard to find Her. I wish I could still find her to this day but she would forget who I am. I don't know whatever happened to her. I have Never been able to find or can't remember her. Last name, as I said, my father was probably right and has drunk and raised saying that I probably wouldn't remember my friends or have memories of them but this one I did have memories of the stuff. She gave me and the letters she sent to me. I really wish I could reconnect with this person. She was from Malaysia. I knew that for a fact but I just didn't know it's a pathetic Malaysia. I know that for a fact but I just didn't know where about.  I can't find Her. I don't think I could find Her on the internet. I know the city of panang. That's where she was from. But I just can't seem to find or anywhere else as far as the internet or anywhere. Else is concerned every time I get the chance. I try to find her and frustrates me to know and that I cannot find her.
I remember when I was on Facebook for the first time.Looking for her trying to find out where the hell she went Too, and where she disappeared off the face of the Earth too, it was kind of sad.To be honest with you, my mind was starting to go in dark places as to where she was disappearing to what may have happened to her.You can just name this as you're gonna guess what my life has been like......
Just gas bar the first Book that I have written that I have not had a good life and my place and my mind that I go to and people disappear is usually that place which but it's not very exciting. There was one time I even had a friend when I was up to the age of 8. She disappeared at 8 years old and my mother said she died of a terrorist attack. I remember that correctly. And I never heard from her again.  I don't need to become my father's anime that being sad I did not really appreciate what was going on.And when I found out that she was never in that country or died.I did not appreciate what my parents did that being sad.It was very aggravating but it was nice to find that friend again.But I wish I could find my malaysian friend but she is m I a forever I think. As I try to find her I can't and I just run my imagination to some dark places, but anyways.It's because I was told basically in my life that I was saying that half the people that disappeared were affected by terrorism.Therefore, half the stuff that went on in my life was affec.Ted by terrorism not just the first two shit years of my life.
That being said, it's very interesting that my parents would use my past against me at some cases when they were drunk. Say that's where your friend went and disappeared. I assumed that my Malaysian friend disappeared. The same thing had happened that Al qaeda had gotten to her as well and that I was getting angry and angry as I said, this doesn't mix well with other angries that I've had my life. The angry of being bullied, the angry of being an outcast and stuff like that wasn't my cup of tea. This was just adding more angry stuff and soon enough it was gonna snowball.
Let's just say I don't take loss very well because of these 2 friends disappear in one the pen pal, the other my friend, when I was 8 years old disappearing.That being said it was still hard to grasp when one of them was still In existence and I'm trying to figure out what the hell is going on?Why is this person still here on this planet?When they should have been gone stuff like that I don't like being lied to to be exactly honest