The girl who is the freedom |book 3| complete

Coming up with christmas songs

As I said, it's very difficult to do this especially when it's spring time and you don't wanna think about Christmas but you have this album that's coming up that you wanna do for Christmas I think I might just Kaib until Halloween Kai bought it meaning I just put a stop to it until Halloween and do something else but we'll see what happens. I don't like to do Christmas right away, as this is aggravating for my mental health to deal with spring and then have to think about winter so I might just not come up with anything Christmasy dress yet. I don't know what will come to my mind but it will. Anyways I have to play the guitar in the daytime because There is this new guy who has very sensitive hearing when it comes to going to bed and I can't do this at night without him complaining as much as I like this guy. God bless his soul I can't stand his complaining sometimes that being said, I just rather be on his good side usually he's good but I just don't wanna test the boundaries with a guitar, so I just rather not deal with this situation of being tattled on!
Also to do anything these days not anything you have to do it in the daytime now it's very important to do so and when I'm in the daytime I'm not in a very Christmasy mood I'd rather be doing something that is worth my time and effort maybe I might be doing more albums as it might come on, but I don't know as the months come on I don't know what I might do because I'm still in the middle of April!     As I said, this is kind of annoying you have to do everything in the daytime or in the evening you can't do it at night everyone's asleep and you can just play away your problems. That being said, I wish that were more true than anything else. I'm still have to figure out how to schedule the idea of getting the guitar into my schedule as well as anything else for that matter because as I said, is very complex at this point!
It's not that complex it's just everything else around me that's getting in the way. The idea that I am going to go and play the guitar. I have to go downstairs yet. There's someone else who likes to use my living room downstairs. That's kind of annoying for me as well! Well, there is kind of aggravating having people use my space I'm not talking about the website when I want to use it and stuff like that and get aggravated even more I literally have to make a temper tantrum in order to make an excuse to go downstairs and sometimes that doesn't feel all that hot!
There have been times I have a temper tantrum or a lot of different things just to go downstairs to play the guitar that being said I'm not exactly happy about faking this stuff saying OK I'm just pissed off and going downstairs send them upstairs so I can go and play downstairs That kind of thing doesn't fly with me I don't like lying about my emotions. I don't much of anything that has to do with lying and bullshitting other people that says not very interesting to you. The schedule changes that I've had a deal with. I don't know if I can go and do another album at this moment until I get my feelers out with people. it's different after another that being said it can be good when your friend like the guy who likes to complain about the noise that being said he's my friend and then there's sometimes why just aggravating and he don't wanna deal with someone else coming in that being said, it's very annoying to have new people come in and it's like OK that's the last one was my friend which I was very happy about the other one. I had to make my friend in the first place because he was complete foreigner by that I he was not of this area. I did not know of him anywhere that being said, I had to make an exception for him but this case this were here that I know since a few months ago, let's put that way I've known for a lot longer and I know his quirks and stuff and I know how to be firm and how to be a nice and stuff that being said I'd rather be dealing with that instead of OK how do I go about my feelings and trying to feel whose personality is gonna be good and who's gonna be angry all the time that being said I'm not very happy about angry about people that's where I have a real big issue with people being angry all the time what time I'm not gonna mention well let's just say we want to see trolls someone was it was not a good day let's put it that way. I didn't mind seeing trolls with my friends but then something happened. I'm not gonna mention it was and I felt the emotions for at least 24 hours as I am an empath, I had a few other peoples anger and other peoples negative emotions for 24 hours, not towards me, but towards each other, that wasn't exactly my cup of tea and it kind of blew up in my face kinda like an idiot blew up in my face, and I was really idiotic to keep it bottled up I wouldn't dare play pressure cooker and say oh everything's fine go fuck my day is going to hell you know you can't say that and then have a real big hissy fit because you left everything bottled up like a pressure cooker that's not how I want things my mother wouldn't want me to do that in the first place!