The girl who is the freedom |book 3| complete

My father how i am going to deal

I'm sorry I was in high school I never was really close with my father mostly got her argument and fight with him so that being said I don't have very many grievances. I know this sounds very evil but I never really found very much to like about the guy as I started to grow up in life, I wondered why people were his enemy, and then the answer was true. He was just a pain and everyone's asking that was before the dementia. He was just everyone's worst person to be around. I remember a neighbour talking about blowing up my parents, particularly every year on New Year's Day. They hit my parents bedroom window they slap because they didn't like that being said that exactly why I would probably do the same thing. My father was not a very likeable man from the brother who sa-Ed me to everyone else in the family. He was a jack ass, and he liked to drink his son of himself as a dally lama but he was certainly no Dally Lama. He was obviously the opposite of the Dalai Lama where he ended up getting more angry as a day went on and stuff like that. How am I going to handle this? I'm just gonna go on with my life I might make it small cairn! That being said, I'm not going to his celebration of life as that is a constipated or a you know what and my mental health that being said, I will not be going to my fathers celebration of life, because really what is there to celebrating his life, except rage, and spite towards other people of his business and stuff like that I don't want to ruin my mental health that is already fragile and I'm trying to build up from my mother celebration of life. That being said, I don't wanna be slang back coffees all day, and doing nothing and just taking one coffee at a time until I am completely hyper for at least a week that being said, that's not my idea of dealing with stuff how I'm just gonna deal with it is I'm just gonna forget about going to it because I know that the celebration of life are detrimental to my own health!
Particularly I'm not putting up with anything of his bullshit. I know he has suffered and still continue to suffer from dementia I know that sounds mean that I'm not going to his ceremony of life or celebration of life. That being sad is not good for me in the first place to be in a funeral like a western funeral is not good for me. That being said, I'd rather just move forward on my life and forget that I even had this family that had caused me, a lot of grief, but good times but a more grief than others. That being said, I'd rather not deal with my extended family, which I consider my father to be an extended family as I never was close to him when I started grade ward all the way up till now I did not wanna be near him and wanted to kick him in the balls. That being said, that's kind of sad, but it is the truth.
Are used to older yeller as he always yelled all the time yelling at me to get off the phone. My mother was trying to get on the Internet yelling at me for no apparent reason just to get kicked in the balls if I remember correctly and I did do that once or twice I remember and he was not exactly happy you would think that would put him his place before he ended up with dementia but anyways, it did help. It's just made him more angry and made in enemy out of his daughter, if anything, he was a drunk turd as well if not a real drug that was worse than my mother at least my mother made some mistakes, but never yelled at me that would be the biggest mistake she ever had was to yell at me or scream at me or call me or tell me that gold stone exist something that is fighting or at least she did not do anything that was fighting words in my opinion!
That being said, I'd rather not deal with the idea of my father dying. I have already escorted,  him to the spirit where I don't have to deal with him he begged me to escort me to the spirit world although his body is still working I find that that was pretty sad. I have had other disturbing dreams of him shooting my mother execution stylist of that being said, I'd rather not remember the man at all I'd rather remember the lessons. He taught me what I was a very small child, and being said that is that I'd rather not deal with some man that I had to deal with a teenager who was always screaming at you and saying stupid stuff, and saying stupid jokes that we're not funny in the first place!
To be honest with you, I won't be sad if I am, I will be surprised to be sad if my father had passed away, but I see it in the first place that karma had in store for him. He was not really nice and he was that being said, I don't like his jokes I still don't like them to this day how they have to say it and them and stuff like that. Oh I don't know what was wrong with him if he was a psychopath or a sociopath that hard I don't know but I don't wanna end up having a few hateful things that is you and you and stuff like that so I rather not bother dealing with the idea of his celebration or this case with him miss celebration of life.