When I mean, the girl, who is the freedom, I mean the girl who is free of all evil that is basically what I am now, even though I have vile potty mouse, that I'm trying to work on the mouse, that is constantly being blushed, because I'm always swearing other than that viol language that I use I am free of basically everything that is evil I don't believe, and the idea of being angry and evil at the same time that being said, it's a lot easier to be just admit that you're angry and go about your freedom and enjoy your life but if you're angry and retaliate like I was when I was a kid no you're not truly free you're in a jail or a prison of your own making when you are retaliate and very angry to begin with a retaliate through rage and stuff that there you don't find a lot of freedom with because you're either getting in shit or you have to flat on your actions and stuff like that that being said, that is not true freedom the true freedom is the freedom of not being an angry evil human being not that anger is an evil emotion. It depends on how you deal with it!
Kinda like the insane clown policy has mentioned many times. It depends on how you deal with your anger and depression that makes you either good or bad if you are going to be destructive or self-destructive, you're kind of not in the good zone on the insane clown posse therefore, you kind of lose out on life, but if you decide to make your anger, more creative approach and more productive perspective that you are able to find freedom from all that is bad I find that is what I have found what I moved to the group always that I found actual freedom that is not in laws or written form this case, the real freedom is the ability not to lose your shit half the time you're not in prison of your anger and rage. Sometimes I still kick myself in the ass for having the odd temper tantrum but anyways, it's not as confining as it was what I was younger, where I felt alone, and that I felt where I couldn't handle my emotions at one point now that I am able to handle them, for the most part is very interesting for me to handle my emotions, unless someone pops balloon that I kinda have to lose my shit because I don't like balloons popping but other than that I'm free of most activity except when people are trying to aggravate me to know and trigger me if you want that I kinda have to respond, but I try to respond in a positive note of a note in this case, it's very important to use your anger and a more creative and more positive outlet instead of just being all angry or depressed and being considered a quote bad person and not doing anything to helping society "that being said, it's very interesting that I follow this to where I am a juggalette!
Now these people need freedom of their own, because the juggalo are not getting the respect they deserve from anyone most of the time people think that insane clown parse is violent evil, but look at me if I did not have the insane clown policy in my life, they music I mean I probably would've done Things to myself that I have in the past I probably would've had cut marks all over my wrist and whatever else you can hide these cut marks I would've probably would've been on more medication that I need to be and I probably would've been not contributing of society because I probably would've let my agra and me and end up deciding to be sorry for myself and God knows what we that could lead to so the idea of freedom is the idea that you're free of emotions you still have to face them from time to time but if you can be creative and be happy, then hell you're free that's why I am freedom because I am the purest form of freedom where I am not free of angry emotions, but I can actually reel them in and help myself and be a better person. That's a better form of freedom because you're not caged and self pity or hatred, or anything for that matter as I said about hatred, it is similar to bola where it rapidly takes over your body and kills your soul. That is the same thing with Ebola. It's the same thing with hatred and negative emotion. If you let them get to too quickly and you know see them coming shit can happen and this bad shit is basically stupidity human stupidity on all kinds of levels I am not on, as I have said, I have thrown some mighty fine temper tantrum of my own, but this case I learned from my last and try to move on and move forward with it and just say well it was what it was, I learned from the hell with that I find that action speak a lot louder than words instead of dealing with a lot of angry stuff I fart if you're gonna be angry and then do something stupid apologize it is one thing, but actually demonstrating what you're doing what you want to do is a lot more louder than your goddamn words in some cases talk is cheap and things don't go away that easily. Why do you say magic word that being said I'd rather just try to say the magic word and then demonstrate what I'm doing in the first place I know that I'm not gonna fuck up again or fuck up anytime soon that being said, hopefully not soon but never again on that case this freedom is kind of hard to get because there's a lot of people that deal with addictions and stuff that I'd rather not have to deal with so I'm more free of these personal presence if you were to call at that so that's why I called this was the girl who is freedom because you were at my worst. I was free from negativity even when I was negative. I wasn't truly negative because I was more positive and fluids, even when I was angry and violent that I wasn't the worst person on the planet I wasn't the most down to myself and hard to myself or anything like that. It's kind of hard to explain, but I feel sorry for myself or didn't, go on with my emotions as I used to when I was a kid.
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The girl who is the freedom |book 3| complete
Non-FictionThis is the third memoir about this life I live!from "the girl who should've been left at airport security," and "the girl who is the full moon," this is the third book about being who I am! This is the same ass the last book but more positive I hop...
