The girl who is the freedom |book 3| complete

Memories 11

One thing I remember is this cruise. Ship that was called the sunbird was not exactly a fun time for me to go traveling. I remember that there was a lot of and I am not racist against anyone, but they were British which is one thing, but then the kids were bullies. Complete bullies and really mean one kid popped a balloon in my face. This was after my mother had mentioned that I should.  Fit in more. Maybe these things would not happen as often. But I still told her to ask off and flip it on the bird. Then the kids would go and find me and my family particularly my parents and would Find that I was there and Then bring a whole bunch of balloons and balloon Animals that are READY to burst and obviously burst. Them, sometimes they do and sneak him into my.  Sleeping quarters and burst them there. As I was sleeping that I did not enjoy so I did not have a very good time with these kids. If you want to call them kids or anything for that matter. I would call them bowel movements are horrible human benglish. I don't want to say that about anyone or any nationality. But they were horrid. They were popping balloons in my face. And they were telling me I was worthless. And stuff like that and telling me that I was dumb.  Yes, I did get bullied on vacation once. I'm not exactly happy about that. My parents also, sometimes we wouldn't try to say you know he could avoid this if you didn't talk about this or you just after this certain way, I don't believe one and wrong do what the Romans do that is girl advice!
By that I mean, they are to be doing what the Romans do when in Rome is not exactly the ideal situation. Sometimes it is sometimes it isn't depends if you want to blend in or if you just want to be who you are in the first place. Usually me, I just rather be who I am, as I am with my authenticity and not have to worry about being bullied but there, it was being bullied again because I was not doing what the Romans do while in Rome I was kind of getting aggravated with the balloons popping. What was I supposed to do kiss there? Butts and start liking, balloons and stuff.  No I wasn't, I was going to go and tell them to fly the kite.And I don't have any scuffles that I got on that cruise ship.It was kind of ridiculous.To be honest with you and that was when I was about thirteen years old and that was one of the more dramatic Traumatic experiences as one kid. Tried to stalk me and said it was not very interesting and I had to use whatever skills. I knew from taikwondo to kick their butt, which I wasn't exactly happy about using. Still, I'm not to think about that. So why am I putting this in my memory is because well, it's kind of a thing that have to be said that even then.  Vacation, you can get bullied and you can still get aggravated by other people and stuff like that.There's no way of getting around stupid.There's no way fixing stupid.
So when I was trying to deal with just the Sun and the pool, these kids will be popping balloons in my faces and breaking them in my ears and stuff. It was very aggravating. To be honest with you, it wasn't until when I was about in grade 9 when I was starting to go on celebrity cruises that I started to enjoy traveling again. Post 911 I believe that the other people were just trying to harass me because of my ethnicity and the fact that i was a different another stuff.  Again? I could have looked exactly like you know who planned everything but I didn't that being said. I was not very happy about the actions of the other children on the cruise ship or particularly in my school. For example, that were just complete jerks and a holes who were trying to ruin life for me as well as trying to ruin life for my parents, by making me act up in a very bad manner and an environment matter in some cases.  I didn't enjoy getting that angry that I would have to get angry because someone called me the sand and word. Yes, they called me that the sand and word and they would continue calling me that for days at a time or whatever else. I can think of that was pretty stupid. I have made a mention this. It wasn't just in Catholic school. It was also in.  This particular cruise ship the sunburned , where I was being continually bullied in harass and I shouldn't have been , but in this case , I was goingna punch one kid out if he didn't stop with the sand and word and pumble him to the ground, which was not my idea of a fun time.I didn't like ideas of being spiteful or angry when the whole world was angry at me and my peoples that being sad.It's very aggravating to be angry.
And what was more annoying was the fact that I carried this anger for about 20 years 20 freaking years to this day.I've been carrying this anger towards these people who have been calling me whatever they want to call me because of a Certain facial features or certain skin color I may carry that being said again after races. I don't consider the racist to be human. But sub human or just playing proto, human that being said they're not exactly human. Whented a racist illusion ability to be human and be a person. I find you're just an animal to be racist to begin with.  Cause I knew see things as an animal's perspective.Is something from another race...... To me there's only one race and that is the human race.