Heart's Assessment (Completed)

Chapter 20

As Friday dawned, I found myself grappling with the decision to return to school. The wounds from Travians trap were still in the process of healing, and every movement was accompanied by a twinge of pain. Despite my body's protests, I knew that our research defense awaited, and I couldn't afford to miss it.

With a sense of reluctance, I prepared myself for the day ahead. Each step felt like a burden, but the importance of our research defense loomed large in my mind, driving me forward despite my discomfort. It was a test of resilience, both physical and mental. Anong klaseng parusa ba ito?

I'm just really thankful that Ms. Samira saw me the time I got unconscious in my car. Throughout my three-day absence, she provided essential care, tended to my injuries, and even arranged an excuse letter for my missed classes. Her support was invaluable during that time.

Sobrang nagpapasalamat din ako sa kaniya dahil hindi siya nagtanong kung anong nangyari sa akin. Hindi ko talaga alam isasagot ko pag tinanong niya ako. Tinanong din niya muna ako kung gusto ko bang ipaalam sa mga magulang ko ang nangyari, na kung saan ay nakiusap ako na huwag na. Mabuti na lang at pumayag siya kahit ramdam ko na ayaw niya sa naging desisyon ko.

Actually, ayaw niya akong papasukin ngayon dahil hindi pa raw magaling ang mga sugat ko. Nagpumilit lang talaga ako at sinabing kaya ko na naman at ayoko iwan sila Sofia.

Speaking of Gerald and Sofia, they didn't know what happened to them. They just wake up confused when they find themselves asleep in the dormitory when they are supposed to attend the class. Hindi rin nila alam ang nangyari sa akin.

Noong dinala ako ni Ms. Samira sa dormitory na walang malay, akala nila lasing ako no'n. Buong gabi nasa tabi ko lang si Ms. Samira, nakatulugan ko na nga siyang ginagamot niya ako. Kinaumagahan ay nakiusap ako sa kaniya kung pwedeng ihatid niya ako sa condo ko para makapagpahinga ng maayos.

Under the watchful eye of Ms. Samira, my recovery progressed steadily. She devoted herself to my care, ensuring that I had everything I needed to heal. Her presence was a comforting constant.

When her classes called her away, Camille stepped in to fill the void. While Camille intentions were undoubtedly good, her scoldings and lectures grated on my nerves, leaving me longing for Ms. Samira's return. Para siyang si mom kung magsermon. I'm just really thankful na hindi ito alam ni mom dahil baka dumugo na tenga ko. So basically, just the three of us were the only ones privy to the details of what had happened to me.

As I made my way through the corridors, I couldn't shake the feeling of being under a microscope. The stares and whispers of the students felt like a weight on my shoulders, intensifying my already heightened anxiety. I couldn't help but wonder if they knew about what had happened to me. Ghad! This will be a big problem if that's the case.

As Sofia and Gerald stood outside the room where the research defense was to take place, I couldn't help but notice Gerald's nervous energy, evident in his constant pacing. Sofia, on the other hand, swiftly approached me as soon as she spotted me.

"Wow, you look absolutely stunning in that formal attire," Sofia exclaimed, offering a warm compliment. "I'm sure the students couldn't take their eyes off you as you walked through the corridors. You're positively radiant!"

So, ibig sabihin the students were staring at me because of that? Well, mas mabuti na kung gano'n. Masyado lang pala ako nag-overthink.