tw: mentions of miscarriage
harry and kiras kids:
| darcy 17 |
| lennon- 15 boy|
|frankie-14 boy|
|attlas- 12 boy|
|apollo 10 boy|
|iris- 7|
darcy
today im going out with uncle zayn. Since i was little ive always been the closest to uncle zayn. Its wierd each of us stykes kids are close with and uncle. For lennon its liam, frankie louis,atlas niall. Apollo and iris are close but they are closest with dad. Next probably liam.
Ive been wondering why its like that but dad wont know so i didnt ask him.
'hey darce' uncle zayn greets as i get in his range rover.
'hey zee' i say and buckle my seatbelt.
Today were going to go on go karts. There is a massive track about a hour or so away and he knows i love it.
We start to listen to music but then i temember my question. I turn down the music and he looks at me
'ya alright babe?' he asks.
'yeah i have a question'
'go ahead' he smiles.
'why did you choose me?' he looks at me confused. 'what?' he asks.
'like how liam closest to len, why did you choose me? im the only girl so i would think none of you would want to'
'dosent matter what gender you are love we were all very close with eachother like we still are but something happened when you were around 1.'
'what happened?'
'im not sure i can tell you love it was with you mum and dad. do you remember?'
'no'
'im glad it was very traumatising'
'please tell me' i beg
'i dont know babe its not my thing to tell you, and im not sure if they want you to know'
'pleasssse' i beg
he sighs. 'please dont mention this again then alright?' i nod. ' you were a little over 1 and you mum and dad wanted another baby' he says before taking a deep breath. ' they tried and then your mum became pregnant but um' he says and pauses for a few seconds. 'this is hard to say but your mum had a very bad pain in her stomach,she thought it was just a pregnancy thing because she was sat on the floor playing with you.' he takes a deep breath. 'she lost the baby'
'mum miscarried?' i whisper
he nods. 'your dad was so worried about your mum he called the group chat begging us to go over asap and i ran there since i was over the road then, and i guess dad mode kicked in from my sisters to you and ever since then ive been protective of you since i saw what happened'
'thats horrible. what was i doing?'
'you were crying because your mum had blood all down her. It scared you alot'
'im glad i dont remember that i cant stand to see her in pain'
'me too, im just glad she had her rainbow baby right after' he smiles
'me too i love him alot'
'i know you do your so good with your siblings darling'
'thats a compliment its hard with all the boys and only one girl'
'i only have sisters missy how do you think i feel!' he laughs
'ur sisters are nice tho'
he laughs then it goes silent.
after a minute i speak 'im glad it was you'
he looks a smiles at me in awe
'im so glad too'
