Life after love.

Part 1

I'm trying to move on.

(Savannah & Pierre)

Savannah, you know it's been a year and a half, and no one's heard from James, you know our divorce is now final, all because the man I thought who loved me abandoned not only me, but our sons. My grandfather said I rushed into divorcing James, but after seven months of not hearing from him I felt it was time.

Savannah said I minus well move on, James is getting some ass from someone it's time I moved on and let someone else pop my bussy,I told her I'm not ready for that.

Pierre, please tell me you're not hoping James will come back, Savannah said with a frown on her face, I told her what we once had is over with, but I'm not ready to jump into anything its just not me but the boys.

Baby Devon started crying, Savannah picked him up and pulled out her breast and started feeding him, she said now where were we. I told her I'm through talking about James, and why is she still breast-feeding Devon and he's damn near two.

She said because he's mama's baby and am I sure that's the only reason I haven't moved on, I told her that's the only reason and not everyone has to have sex twenty-four seven like her. She said no only three times a week, big Devon has a horse dick on him, and her pussy can only take so much of that dick since she had little D.

That I didn't need to hear, I didn't tell her, but I do get horny, and thinking about buying another toy, only this time I'll have to hide it, the last one I had, Chandler took it to school for show and tell, the teacher called me and told me what he brought, let's just say that won't happen again.

Savannah asked me did I hear anything she said, I lied and said I heard her, she said than answer her question about going out tonight sense Devon is going away on business she could use a night out, I told her I'm not into the club scene anymore. She said its just us dancing and having a few drinks live a little, I'm still young.

I told her I'll think about it, Van said just let her know she has to get home and take the horse before Devon leaves, it will hold her for a week, I told her to stop telling me stuff like that, I said bye to little Devon and they left.

I looked at the time and its about time for the boys to come home from school, Manny's picking them up, I had to remind him again no candy for them, he spoils them. But so does everyone else especially since James left.

Reese and grandfather came into the room, Reese said they saw Savannah leaving what kind of mischief  has she gotten herself into this time, she always has some funny drama in her life. I told him she wants me to go out with her, grandfather said I'm still young I should go out and have some fun, Reese said all I do is stay here and the boys probably could use a break from me.

Grandfather said I should go the boys will be just fine, in fact he'll read them a bedtime story like he did with me, I told him I'll think about it.

The boys came running in the room, and said hi to us, grandfather asked them hows his boys doing today, they both said fine. Manny and CJ came into the room, Manny said they ran straight in here and left there book bags in the car, I told him thanks again for picking them up he said no problem he enjoys spending time with his little brothers

I asked CJ how he's doing he said okay, I said just okay, he asked me have I heard from his grandfather James, I told him no, he said he misses him, PJ said he misses his daddy too one day he'll come back home, Chandler told him there daddy is never coming back he died.

I asked him why did he say that, he said because everyone he loves goes away and then they die, everyone looked at me, Manny told him not always he hugged the boys and told them to be good and they'll come back and see them again, they said okay and bye to CJ and I walked them to the door.

CJ got into the car, I told Manny I hope he doesn't think I told them that James is dead, he said he knows me better than that, he hopes like PJ does that his dad will come back, they got in the car and drove away.

I went back into the living room, Reese said grandfather took the twins into the kitchen for a snack, he told me maybe he should look for James again all of the kids are hurting, and he needs to give them answers as why he left them. He never would've thought James would leave so many people who loves him, he always wanted a family and he's throwing it all away.

I told him to go ahead and look for James the kids need closure, he said so do I, he'll get on it, but for now go out and have some fun like grandfather said the boys will be just fine.

I went into the kitchen and Liz called asking when am I going to bring the boys over, I told her tomorrow, she said fine it gets lonely in that big house all by herself, I told her she knows she's always welcome here. I let the boys talk to her and I told my grandfather I'm going to take him up on his offer, and try and have some fun, he said good it will do me some good to get out and meet people my own age.

I used the house phone and called Savannah and told her I'll go out with her, she said fine pick her up around seven we can have dinner at Robins, she'll see me then and hung up. I told the boys daddy is going out for dinner with auntie Savannah, grandfather will read them a bedtime story just for tonight, they said okay and Liz is going to make them a cake.

I went upstairs, I haven't been out to a club in a long time, I 'll have to find something to wear, I looked in the mirror and asked myself do I really want to do this, and if I know Savannah she'll try and hook me up with some dude. And I'm not ready for that, it's not just me I have to think about the twins.